Jariana: The unreachable

Chapter 18

Chapter 18

Jai makes me feel like the happiest girl in the whole world. I’m not kidding. He treats me like I am a princess and he is just perfect. We grab some fruit and crackers also some drinks from the store down the road and we bag it up. “I will carry the bags” Jai insists “Oh no, its fine really” I say smiling at him. But he won’t take no for an answer he grabs it off me and leaves one hand free for me to hold. “You shouldn’t do” I say shaking my head but none the less accepting his offer.

As we strole to the park he asks “Are you going to ring your record deal this afternoon?” “Yeah” I say my face going slightly into a frown. “Don’t be worried, I will be here for you” He makes me smile. “The worst they can say is that they don’t want you anymore” “Yeah but it means I can’t sing and write songs properly” I say starting to feel down. “No it just means we can find you a new record deal and then when you get #1 hits we can rub in republic record’s face that they let you go.. If they have let you go” “Aww Jai you really think miracles can happen like a record deal will just sign me?” “Yes I know miracles can happen... Else how come I have the girl of my dreams who I love more than anything with me as my girlfriend?” He says looking deeply into my eyes.

It’s like the moment just freezes. I look straight back into his eyes and I can tell he is telling the truth, I have no doubt that maybe he honestly does mean what he says. He does love me. And I know for damn sure I love this boy too, I love him more than anything. “Even if republic records don’t accept me I have you and that’s all that matters” I say. He drops our bags and pulls me into him. He gives me a magical kiss. I can’t say how he makes me feel. It is impossible. The kisses he gives me are unlike anything I have ever had before. He is a dream come true.

When we arrive at the park we sit on the grass. The hot sun blazes down at us making my headache come back a little. I try and ignore this though because all that matters is that I am with Jai. We spend about an hour eating. He pretends I am a little girl feeding me which of course makes me laugh. I am in the middle of sucking a grape when he comes into kiss me. The grape ends up in his mouth “Jai” I say sniggering nervously. He bites it and swallows it “What’s yours is mine and what’s mine is yours” He says sloppily. “Of course” I say placing my hands onto his checks. He has really nice jaw bones I can feel them tense as I hold him carefully.

Unexpectedly he picks me off the ground and carries me to a stone wall in the park. He leans me up against the wall my legs still wrapped around him so tight. He kisses me slowly at first and then we take it to second base. We then go to third base and so on. We are basically making out (with clothes on of course!) I know we are in public. I am enjoying it so much I hardly notice the fact we have somehow moved on top of the wall. He stops and looks at me “huuh” I breathe out catching my breathe. “That was the most wonderful thing ever” I accidently let out my thoughts. He smiles and says “Tell me about it” Jokingly. I give him another kiss not knowing what could come next.

Abruptletly he lays on top of me and we move side to side happily just looking into each other’s eyes. The next thing I know is that we are falling. I feel a sharp tare like maybe some item of clothing of mine has ripped. I land on top of him in a bush. We must have fallen off that high wall into a row of bushes. We are both laughing hysterically that we don’t notice what is happening around us. It is like nothing matter anymore only Jai and I matter. So we are in this bush laughing together for about five minutes before I realise my top is ripped and you can see my bra clearly. “Oh god” I sigh and quickly put my hands over my bra so he can’t see anything “Don’t worry Ari I didn’t even notice that it was ripped” He smiles at me. “I can’t go in public without a top” I say getting fastrated “Chill” Jai says offering to take his shirt off. “Holy shit” Jai says quickly wrapping his arms around me so no one can see me but it is too late. When I look up I wished a hadn’t.