As she was walking past his car.
She couldnt withhold any further.
She started sobbing like a seal.
She was indeed a human.
No matter how hard she tried she could never hate him deep down in her heart.
It was always like that. Just the fact which she would never in a million years accept out aloud.
The way he called her Plum and sugar still echoed in her ears.
She just melted inside yet her mind was screaming at her for grooving over the jackass.
The entire big fiasco of night panned in her mind.
What could have been done to never be in this state was just running past through her.
Yet she knew there was no hope about thinking the past.
She just Dozed off near the door of her place.
3 months 4 days ago..
Malhotra's place
Debacle of a night after hours of making out.
They had crossed the honeymoon phase of the relationship and were standing in the precipice of substantial livelihood for both of them.
They had crossed the line where they were comfortable with their clothes on and couply stuffs.
She was just okay with that.
But may be professor wanted so much more.
He just couldn't stand the fact that she may be gone in few days. Stupid mediocre male mind.
He tried to screw up her interview but somehow with more than minor glitch she passed out.
His pathetic Lil.attempts to make her stay in the continent were getting silly day by day.
Poor naive Nandu was so lost in her lovelust she never really took things into consideration and thought they were just mere co-incidences.
His one final stroke of luck was to rub her off in the wrong side any girl could tolerate.
He accused her of a gold-digger and career-climbing whore. And mounted some baseless accusations every single day to make it worse.
Nandu couldnt understand how badly she wanted them to be together. She even secured a better place for him in the new University for them to be together.
His stubbornness and unreasonable attitude were getting callous.
One night when she was playfully bantering in his bed.
He mentioned something sarcastically that she was after his hot body and never intended to love him in the most crude way possible.
And that was it.
She just couldn't have so much regrets of leaving the one place she loved the most.
She just couldn't handle the fact he would say sucha thing even outta mere anger.
At the middle of the night she left his place. That night was still young in her mind. And amountless begging couldn't spare any horror.
Even though like any clichéd Lil girl she was hoping things would get back to normal in the remaining few days atleast.
But he didn't take a single effort.
Neither did he show up with a sorry sign and flowers in the airport nor did he follow her to London a day before to apologize and get back together.
It took days to recover from the scars he had given. Yet here he was like everything didn't matter even a single way and asking for forgiveness and make the past few days gone.
Even she had self-respect not ego. Just mere self-respect to get through the days.
