Somehow the sessions ended.
She was packing her bags to return back to her boring shitty life as usual. She wasn't sure if things would be back to normal as they used to be when she was in London.
As she was in deep thoughts. She heard a knock at her door.
She leaped in thinking it must be Manik. Well as usual he was there right the moment she needed him. She was delighted as well as nervous to see him. She just wondered if things would be this easy back. And worried sick thinking she would melt and be easy for him.
"Are you packed hun?"He asked scouting through the room.
"Yeah.", "Why are you here?" She asked coldly.
"I just wanted to pick you up so that we could go Together" He smiled at her.
"Yeah. Really." or you came for something else'' she asked him with a smirk.
"Like how whatever happens in Vegas stays in Vegas. Are you trying to apply the same rule for this foreign land too!" She asked coming closer to him.and traced her finger in his stubble.
"I m not following you" He answered as if he was some innocent boy. Clearly he understood what she meant.
"Oh really."
"Nandini let's cut to the chase., I aint gonna stop asking for my stupidity. And you clearly arent ready to forgive me yet. Just temme what more should i do to make you understand that we are together and"
"Shut up Manik!. It's not about forgiveness. It never was. It's just that you were the first person I opened upto and you just crushed me and my hopes for some new relationship. And you think it was so easy for me to chuck you outta my mind. I am still trying. I m just not ready to face yet another heartbreak whenever you decide to walk out and face some mid-life crisis. I m.just not ready yet." She decided to stay strong atleast this time and somehow managed to get the words out without breaking or choking.
He really didn't have anything substantial to take to her by then. She was right. He never acted mature. He regretted every single decision and hurtful things he did to her.
He really didn't deserve her forgiveness.
"I know Plum." " I really dunno how to make you trust me again! " I just can't." "I dunno seriously!" He hugged her now.
"Figure what you want and come to me. Seriously. Manik. I mean I know what I want. I'm yours and I have always been yours.We belong to each other. Unless you arent sure. Just don't drag me into your mess. I m frigging tired of it."
"I know hun. I know. The only thing standing between each other is me only" He stroked her back and held her face.
He kissed her forehead.
"I will give your space you need and you decide when you need to come" He spoke and started to move outta her room.
"Seriously is that what you got from what I said. The moment things get heavy your first choice is to move and give space. I think we have had enough space between us. I m sick. Even you know that we should be together. Why Manik. Why.", Just be with me i can't say anymore blunt than this, and fight for me!" She started sobbing. All her held back tears started overflowing. Worst case of epiphora.
He came closer to her.
She wiped off her tears.
She came closer to his ears and whispered."Tell you want me. And only me!"
"Should i even spell it out loud plum!" He asked her back.
"Well sometimes you need to!" She started kissing his earlobes.
He was getting hard to resist her. But then sure enough.
"Only you. Its always been you plum!" He moaned and his breath caught.
For the first he accepted his defeat to this tiny little girl. With one shaky last breath he brought his lips closer to hers.
"I want to feel you everywhere." She whispered into his mouth. I bit my lip again and a groan escaped. This girl was sure his undoing. Both teased and bit each others lips.
Needing to see more of her, he removed his fingers from her and slid them up to the hem of her dress.Pulling her to him until their chests were touching. His lips grazed hers lightly at first, then once again more firmly. She pushed against him, pressing her body further into his. He cradled her face in his hands as our kiss deepened, my tongue sliding easily against hers.
And the evening went in a whole different way than planned for both the impulsive idiots.
