If There's A Question of My Love ( August Alsina Love Story )

Chapter 10

I had to drop baby Ahmai by his other grandmother. I couldn't dare have him see me in his horrific state nor his grandmother in this state. Honestly , I haven't cried so much since Ahmai died . I couldn't think of the fact that I could possibly lose my mother . My whole world was crashing down on me.

I called off from work for a week thank God my boss understands , all this shit is fucking me up .

My mother is in bad condition , she was stabbed 8 times . She was stabbed in the stomach twice , stabbed in the chest 4 times and in the neck twice . My mother looked like someone I've never met in my life , it was so devastating .

I waited in the room , right by my moms side , she was in the ICU . They said my mother had a 50 percent chance of survival , she wasn't even breathing on her own and the nurses told me to prepare myself for if anything turns left .

" Hey sweetie , it's 9:00 . I think you had a hard enough day . I know your mother would want you to get a good nights rest , and trust me I promise you your mom will be okay. She's a true fighter , trust me she'll be just fine honey." she said to me as she looked at me with sympathy .

I started crying and the nurse came to my side to comfort me and hold me.

" I know ma'am.. It's just .. just I can't lose my mother. I.. I just lost the father of my son my mom is truly all I have left.. " I said to her as I cried .

I hear the door open .

" Kylie , are you okay? OMIGOD Kylie. ." she said to me as she held me as she cried .

Me and Tanisha have been best friends since 3rd grade. My mom was like her second mom , she loved her so much . This was extremely hard for us too.

"I can't .. I can't .. see her like this Kylie I can't ." She said as she cried to me.

" Me neither girl , I have to be strong for her . She would want us to stay strong , and wouldn't want us to see her this way. The nurse made me understand this girl." I said to her as I wiped away my tears and looked at Tanisha

" Your right , it's just hard to see her this way Ky.." she said looking over to my mom

" I think we should go .." I said as I felt the tears rising again .

I went over to my mom and gave her a kiss on the cheek .

I whispered in her ear " I love you mom , please fight for me."

10:00 PM

Tanisha decided to come over to spend time with me to take my mind off of this terrible situation.

"Girl , this shit hurts so bad , my stepdad is on his flight right now on his way to the hospital." I said to Tanisha.

" I know Ky just trust in God , that's all we can do at this point just have faith ." She said as she placed my covers on me as we layed in the bed.

"Tanisha , can you hand me my purse?" I said to her .

I realized I haven't checked my phone all day . I haven't had time to talk to anyone or contact anyone either .

I checked my phone and I see so many messages and text from August. I missed him so much , I just been through so much shit today I haven't had time to even tell him what's going on . Gosh I'm fucking up bad.

I call August.

August POV

*buzz* I see my phone ringing . It's Kylie too , a nigga want see wassup but this pricde I got won't let a nigga pick up.