If There's A Question of My Love ( August Alsina Love Story )

Chapter 6

Kaylon POV  

I dropped Mai by my mothers house and now I'm pulling up too work. I got here way early than I usually do . It's always very busy and packed on a Saturday so I know there was gonna be so much money to be made and besides I'm one of the most talented strippers here. I was quite tired so I decided I would do my main performance first and do my private dances last .

I went inside from the back of the club and into the dressing room.

"So now bitches want to come in early I see." Stephanie , one of the rookies and also Raschauds sister , whispered to Keisha.

She was a jealous hoe , she sucked dick , kissed ass , anything for some extra coins. I never was a fan of her since the day Rascaud introduced her to me. Raschaud and Ahmai were childhood friends . So of course they wanted us to at the least be corjul. She just gave me such bad vibes that , I never was a fan of her. She always knew I didn't like her anyways. Since I'm here early , I would do my performance early , basically meaning I'd have to perform with her. She knows I make the most money when it's me and her on stage , I mean a bitch like me can't help the fact that I have talent . All she's good for is twerking on a pole and being a hoe. I would hate on me too.

"Bitch , if you have some shit to say direct it towards me. Speak aloud and clearly , yes I'm here early because guess what? I can do what the hell I want and your ass is mad because your trick ass can never make how much I do." I said politely as I rolled my eyes and went to my locker .

"Bitch you wish , you just mad that I'm young and fly. Yeah , I'm a rookie here but I'm going to be on top here , and any other bitch here who thinks otherwise can speak up " she said looking around . "Including you ." she looked at me.

"Listen you ratchet dumb hoe. I'm a grown ass woman. I don't have time not patience to be even conversing with your ass. Your 17 years sold , baby you are a child. I'm a mother , I'm grown , I'm about my money and I'm about my buisness. Trick hoes like you don't last long here , all you good for is sucking some dudes off and fucking for a few bucks and that's the only way you'll ever be on top best believe it. So it would be in your best interest to go back to your little messy ass friend and talk your shit about while I go out there and make some money. " I said as I went sit down in my makeup chair.

She laughed aloud and said ," You got what you deserved anyways." she continued laughing and walked away. I didn't pay this chick any mind. All I was about was making this bread , I'm not here for any mess.

I finished up my makeup and put on my performance clothes. I looked nice , and I looked sexy. Or at least that's what I try to convince myself to believe . I try to have confidence , Ahmai always made sure to me that he thought I was the most beautiful girl in the world . Since he's been gone I don't have that anymore, I don't have that reassurance and it kills me because Ahmai hated when I didn't think the same. It's just so hard , but I'm about to perform I can't let this get to me right now.

"WHO'S READY FOR BABY K AND CLAPPER CAKEZ?"

The crowd was going wild . So wild.

I walked over sexily to the pole as I squatted low and started twerking . Hearing the roars of the crowd , I started making my ass clap , I rose up and I climbed up the pole as I wrapped my legs around the pole and leaned backwards , having a perfect view of the money being throwed. Gymnastics paid off for moments like this. I slowly slid down into a spilt and started twerking while in my spilt position. All I see was hundreds flying my way , racks on racks on racks. I looked over to Stephanie and she had a few twenties and a few quarters . Our performance was over , and I high key felt bad for her . I went over to her and threw a few hundreds at her.

"Thank me later." I told her , as I winked and walked away.

She looked at me , and rolled her eyes as she picked up the money.

I couldn't help but to laugh inside , I was helping her out . I made 18,000 tonight . Not as much as I would have liked , but I'm cool with it. I was tired as hell but I had a few private dances to do .

I went to the back , and got a cold bottle of water to cool me down . I was hot and kind of tired. There was still money to be made though , so I was going to be straight.

I walked to the hallway where the private rooms were . I opened the door to see the one and only ... August . My heart sunck to the floor . Giving him a private dance was way more easier when we didn't know each other.

"Umm , why are you here?" I asked him , confused as to why he was here . I mean this was beyond awkward now!

"Whatcha think a nigga here for? For you to sit this ass on my lap , and for you to make that ass clap and things of that sort." he said to me as he smirked .

Damn , damn, damn, he was looking so sexy . I knew I was turning him on because my outfit was basically see through , but I didn't want him to see me this way. I didn't . The butterfly feeling in the pit of my stomach was all the way there. Could I really be catching feelings? He'll the fuck no I can't!

"Omigosh, I really can't do this ." I said to him while looking at him in the chair.

"Then don't love , just talk to me . I just wanted ta be in your presence honestly." he said to me chill as ever, as if he really didn't care about the private dance.

"Why would you want to be in my presence ?" I said sitting down on the couch , right by the chair. "I'm no one special I promise .." I said to him looking away.

"You a mystery , that's why. Your whole demeanor , and just you period makes me want to get to know you as a person . Your beautiful , none the less you on your grown woman shit and I respect that." he said to me , staring at me deeply .

"I appreciate that August, but I can't . I promised myself I'd never fall for another guy again. I respect you for telling me that , but all we can ever be is friends." I said to him , feeling a ounce of pain within.

Honestly I was feeling some kind of way about August, but I knew I was wrong. I promised myself and Ahmai Ill never fall in love with any man ever again . I refuse too.

"That's all I'm saying is I want to be friends shawty, I mean a nigga can tell you been through some shit and I just know you need someone to be there for you, don't debit because a nigga could feel it." he said to me as he got up and came sit on the sofa by me.

"I don't think you see your worth ma' you need a nigga to show that you can love someday again ." he said to me as he rested his hand on my thigh . I couldn't move , I was so stuck in a daze right now, I haven't had any man touch me since Ahmai died. I loved the feeling , I can't lie.. "I just want you to be happy that's it.." he said as he came for a kiss , I leaned in feeling his warm breath about to touch my lips.

Then I jumped up.

"I'm sorry August, I can't do this . I really can't ." I got up heading towards the door.

"Kyl-"

I hurried and closed the door before he could call my name . I just couldn't , I could do this to Ahmai, I couldn't do this to my son and I couldn't do this to myself. I promised Ahmai I would remain loyal to him not matter what and that a promise I will always keep.

August POV

I felt bad as fuck now , I think I did a little too much resting my hand on her thigh and trying to get a kiss it . Shit , a nigga felt like it was worth a try , but one thing about shawty is she ain't easy. She respects herself that's fa sho. I'm so use to fucking with these irrelevant hoes that I be forgetting what real is. She's a true dime and a nigga 25 , I'm ready to settle down. Just by looking in her beautiful eyes I know in my heart she the chick fa me , but she been thru alotta shit and I know it's going to take time and progress but a nigga is willing. Best believe she will be mine , one day.