Suicide (5sos)

10: IM BACK

April's P.O.V

I sqeeze his hand and say 'Hi' but that doesnt mean im not suffering, my head hurts and my body acs.

And the worst of all my heart acs, all the stupid memories flood back, all the sight of blood came back all the pian from the blade came back.

How did i have so little respecct to my blood, body and family.

I hug Ashton and say sorry, but the question came back is that enough, no..

A nurse walks in and smiles because i awake waves at me and changed my  iv's, and heart rate, blah blah blah

"How do feel hun" She asks when shes at the end of the hospital bed. I sigh and shake my head,every wors   i say...hurts?

She frowns at me and nods "Where?" She asks. Ipoint everywere andshe sighs..

"Sorryy, thas not somthing can heelp its onnly you can cure.." She said smilig sadly, i nod in understanding.

Ashton feell asleep on me, i giggle and play with his hair, he's cute  when he sleeps. I giggle at my tought. He looks so calm..calum... I gigle at my own pun.

"Im Back" i whisper stroking his hair gently and caringly, its a messed up 'love' story but its unique..

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THe books done! well ill have another chapteaying whatll happen in like 40 minutes.. :)