Lost Love; Danny

Our tree; Danny

 Chapter 2 

I must have fallen asleep because I woke up under our tree to a bit of a chill and darkness. There was a police car parked on the side of the road and a guy with a flash light came up to me. I sighed. My mother called Officer Johnson again.

"Are you Jaymie Crum?" A voice said.

I stood up and nodded.

Even in the darkness I could still see pity shine through the officer’s eyes. "Come on I’ll take you home."

We walked to the car and he opened the door for me. We began driving down the road and the officer actually talked to me. "Officer Johnson was on a call so he sent me to get you. I'm Officer Moore." He paused for a minute and sighed. "You know I have a daughter, her name is Rachel. I just want to say that you are a very brave girl... And I’m sorry."

I nodded and he pulled over by my mailbox. I got out and walked into my house.

My mom was sitting in the kitchen. "Glad your safe." She said. "Then again Jaymie, your a smart girl, you are always safe."

I grabbed a sprite from the fridge and went into my room. I locked the door behind me and went into my bathroom.

Why did this happen to me? I thought looking at myself in the mirror. My hair was tangled and my cheeks were red and tear stained.

I got into my pajamas and grabbed my journal out from under my pillow.

-Day 365

I spoke today; I started talking to his grave. Why did he leave me? Why didn't I die too? I write these words everyday and today I spoke them.

I cried again. I cried as much as I did exactly a year ago. A change also occurred. I ran to our tree, our beautiful tree were we would always go when I was sad. I miss him so much. I need to go over what had happened. I need to keep realizing the truth no matter how it hurts.

1. Danny was my boyfriend.

2. He and his family died on July 23rd 2010.

3. They were on their way back from Florida when the fuel ran out and they crash landed.

4. His body wasn't found. I don't know what happened to him. I don't want to know how bad it was.

5. He is never coming back.

I feel as though I am falling to pieces every second. I will never cope with the fact that he is dead and I don’t want to.

-Jaymie

I put my journal back and sighed. There was a knock on my door and my mom came in.

"Jaymie, you got this in the mail. It is for Sarah's birthday party this Wednesday." She said and handed me a letter. "I know you probably don't want to go but if you do, I can call Annette and tell her."

"Ya." I whispered. My mom's eyes lit up a little and left to go call Annette.

It's something to keep my mind occupied. A sleepover at my best friend’s house with a bunch of people I don’t know. I'll get through that. For my best friend.

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Chapter 3 soon to come! Very sorry that these chapters are shorter than break the beginning! Hope you like it! Please comment! Unless its so bad you guys don’t want to comment :( .... lol

-LexiAnn