Fairytales Aren't Real

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Leah's POV

After a while JJ left to go dance and I was alone again. Matthew hadn't come back yet and had I lost sight of him. To say I was scared would be an understatement. The music was only seeming to get louder making my head hurt more and more. I started to feel light headed and decided to try to find some where quite. I walked up the stairs in Sophie's huge house to all the guest bedrooms so I could sit down.

After wondering down the long hallway I found an empty room and walked in, turning the light on the way. It was a simple room, the walls were a light creamy pink and the bed sheets were a darker pink with white flowers on it.

I was still standing in the doorway when I heard a familiar voice from behind me. "Leaaahhhh!" He slurred grabbing onto waist.

"Hayes!" I yelled shocked by his actions. "What are you-" he cut me off when he pushed me against the wall. "Stop!" I shouted squirming in his grip.

"You look soooo beautiful tonight." He said too close to my face. I cringed at the smell alcohol in his breath.

He had me pined to the wall tightly and I couldn't move. His body was pressed to mine and he was whispering things I couldn't understand with his face hovering around my neck. "Stop! Please!" I pleaded trying to push him off me.

"You look sooo beautiful" He repeated making my eyes widen in fear.

(Flashback)

"Stop! Please!" I screamed as the man shoved me down on to the bed. "PLEASE!" I yelled louder hoping someone would hear.

He laughed at my sad attempt to break free of his grip and leaned down close to my face while straddling me. "But you look so beautiful tonight." He whispered before pulling my shirt off my making my scream out in fear.

"No!" I yelled with tears streaming down my face. He ran his bare fingers up and down my sides making me shiver and cry harder. He stopped at the hem of my leggings before pulling them down too. "Stop!" I cried wishing there was something I could do to get out of this.

He reached behind me to unclasp my bra. I start screaming louder and thrashing around in his grip but he help my hands against the bed with one hand and pulled off my bra with his other one. I was sobbing loudly and gasping for air. I couldn't breath or see clearly.

I felt his hands over every bit of skin I had showing. His hands hovered over my underwear. I was shaking and crying and he slapped me hard across the face.

"Shut the fuck up you slut." He hissed close to my face. "You are going to do exactly as I say! Got it?"

"Y-yes." I whispered cowering into the bed trying to get as far away from him as possible.

(End of flashback)

"No!" I gasp panicking. What happened that night? Who was that man? I was snapped out of my thoughts when Hayes griped onto my hips pushing me harder against the wall.

"So so beautiful." He kept saying.

"Stop!" I screamed before tears start rapidly falling. He pulled at my shirt and I let out an ear piercing scream.

I heard footsteps running at the door and Matt came rushing into the room. "Hayes!" He yelled and grabbed the back of his shirt and threw him onto the ground. "What the fuck?!" I slid down on the wall and pulled my knees up to my chest letting out sobs.

JJ came running into the room with Gilinsky following close behind. "What the hell is going on?" JJ yelled while trying to grab an enraged Matthew away from Hayes.

Gilinsky hurried over to me and crouched in front of me. "Are you okay? Are you hurt?" He asked putting a hand on my shoulder. I was about to answer when I heard the boys yelling. I looked up just as Hayes dove for Matthew tackling him to the ground. I let out another scream and covered my eyes not wanting to see what was happening.

"Guy! GUYS!" JJ was yelling. "Stop! What the fuck is going on?!"

I felt someone lift me off the ground and carry me out of the room. When I opened my eyes I seen it was Gilinsky. He shoved threw the crowd carrying me bridle style out the door. He walk to Matthews car and set me down in the passengers seat.

"I'll be back, just wait here." He said before running back into the house. After what felt like forever I seen JJ and Gilinsky walk out of the house with Matthew. He looked pretty banged up.

"Matt!" I yelled and got out of the car. "Are you okay?" I asked once he got to the car.

"I'm fine." He said. But I could tell he was lying by the look of pain in his eyes.

"Do you want me to drive you guys home?" Gilinsky asked us.

"No I can't go home, not like this." Matt sighed rubbing his hands over his face in frustration. My mom would kill me.

"You can stay at Cam's with me." I suggested and he nodded at the idea.

"I will drive you guys." Gilinsky said getting into Matt's car. JJ sat in the passenger seat, so I sat in the back with Matt.

"Are you sure your okay?" I ask lightly running my thumb over a bruise forming on his jaw. He flinched and  turned away from me looking out the window.

"I'm fine..." He mumbled. I sighed at his strange attitude but scooted over closer to him anyway.

"I'm sorry." I say looking down at my hands. I could feel tears threatening to fall again. I need to toughen up and stop crying all the time.

"For what?" Matthew says turning back to look at me.

I shrug. "Everything. I'm sorry that I always fuck stuff up. I'm sorry you guys got caught in my drama. And I'm sorry you got hurt because of me."

"Leah none of this is your fault. You don't need to apologize." He says pulling me closer to him. But he was wrong, it was my fault. It had to have been. It's all my fault, it always is. I rest my head on his shoulder as events of the night replay in my head. I can't help but shiver at the feeling of Hayes hands.

"He's just like the man from my flash back"  I can't help but think. But that's not true. Hayes is not like that not at all... So what happened to him tonight? And what happened with that man? I cringe and close my eyes trying not to think about his cold hands holding onto me, or his eyes and the way they stared at my bare body.

"Are you okay?" Matthew whispered to me. I shrugged and opened my eyes looking out at the dark night. "We'll talk later, okay?"  I nodded and felt myself slowly drifting to sleep as my exhaustion cough up to me again.