Fairytales Aren't Real

10.0

After about an hour of wondering around I decide to go back home. No way I'm I going back to Gina's, Cameron could have gone back and I don't feel like talking to him.

And it's not like I have anywhere else to go. I'm used to it anyway.

"Hey freak girl!" Someone yells from behind me and I sigh really not in the mood for this.

I turn around and to my luck all the boys are there with Nash standing in front of them, except now there is only 4 instead of 5.

"Better run." Carter smirked from behind Nash.

"Remember that day we first met?" I say gaining a bit of confidence song they can't do anything to hurt me any more than I already am. "What did I say? Oh, right I believe it was 'Fuck off.'"

Nash shot my a glare. "Look freak. You don't talk back to us. That's not how it works." He snarled.

"You know what? I don't play by those stupid rules anymore. So let's skip it, if your going to hit me go ahead, but leave my friends out of it." I say turning back around, but a strong hand grips onto my shoulder.

I turn back around and Matthew was standing there. "I didn't want this..." He whispers. "None of this was supposed to happen." I stare at him very confused as to what he meant.

I pull my shoulder from his grip and look at his face. He looked generally sorry and confused like he couldn't understand what was going on.

"We are going o do whatever we want." Taylor said laughing.

"What is it going to take for you idiots to realize that I don't fucking care anymore?!" I screamed angrily with frustrated tears falling quickly down my face.

I was just really tired and upset, things kept getting worse and I just didn't even know what to do anymore.

Matthew jumped back at my outburst.

I started laughing. Laughing. I was actually driving myself insane. "look at me! Does it look like you can do anymore damage?! Just give it up!" I scream pulling at my hair.

"Dude, let's get out of here, this freaks crazy!" Taylor laughs at me before him carter and Nash run off leaving Matthew here.

"A-are you in okay?" He says awkwardly.

"Just leave me alone! Please... Just go." I begged.

"Leah, I am sorry. Okay? So sorry. There is so much more behind this than your realizing, and I'm sorry. I never wanted any of this." He said and stressfully pulled at his hair. "And things happened that were never supposed to happen."

"What do you mean?" I said backing away.

"What I mean is somethings happening that I never wanted and they want me to do things that I just can't do, please Leah you have to forgive me." He begged but I had no idea what was happening.

"What... I have no idea what you talking about." I say with more tears streaming down my face.

"Yea you do. I can't tell you, but you do know. You just have to remember." He said looking around as if someone was going to attack us at any minute. Which I hope doesn't happen.

"I don't know what your talking about!" I yelled and covered my ears while closing my eyes.

"I have to go, but please you have to believe me I never wanted this" He said before tuning around and running after his friends.

"AHHHH!" I scream letting it all out. I can't take this shit much longer. I can only handle so much at a time and that limit was exceeded.