Stella's POV:
"Come on, let's go watch the fireworks!!" Allison grabbed Stevens hand, leading him, Holly, Brandon, Jesse, and Kyland away. Logan grabbed my arm before i could follow them. He nodded his head and pulled me in the other direction. We found ourselves right in front of the castle where he smiled and sat me down on the bench.
"So how was your first time in Disneyland?" He smiled at me.
"Magical. Thanks for being there for me. I couldn't be mad at you while being here," i looked up at the fireworks exploding above the castle and smiled, "I'm glad you're my best friend Loge." He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer.
"Can you say that on camera so i can rub it in Ky's face?" He raised his eyebrow and i giggled at him. "Umm Stells, do you remember what was on your list beneath go to Disneyland?" He watched me intently.
"Kiss someone in front of the castle during the fireworks show. I saw it on TV when i was little and i've always wanted to do it!" I looked at him.
"Umm, i'll go get Steven then. Wouldn't want you to miss anything on that list." He cleared his throat and stood up, but i grapped his hoodie and pulled him back down.
"Can i tell you something?" I looked into his crystal eyes, searching. He nodded back. "When i wrote that on my list, i had a specific person in mind. I ment that i wanted it to be you." I looked away at the bright green ring exploding in the sky. I felt his warm hand grab my face and turn me to look at him. He looked deep into my eyes and pulled me over to the base of the arched castle. I giggled as he slowly leaned in and kissed my lips. It was a sweet lingering kiss that sent shivers down my spine. It lasted for what seemed like forever, then we slightly pulled away, foreheads pressed together.
"Check," i breathed, unable to wipe off my smile. Someone nearbye cleared their throat, causing us to pull apart. Holly and Jesse stood behind us, gawking at what they saw. Jesse half smiled and clapped his hands together while Holly narrowed her eyes and pursed her glossed lips.
"Holly. I'm so sorry!" Logan stepped forward, but Holly threw up her hands.
She turned to me and glared, "You won Stella. Congrats." And with that, she stomped off. Logan turned to me and sighed, both of us turning to Jesse.
"Don't look at me! I'm oh so happy that you two are finally together, but you have a snobby girl who's run off crying, and you," he turned to me, "You have a sweet boyfriend who deserves to hear from you first before Holly tells him." I gave him a small hug and nodded at Logan before walking away. I walked on and on trying to figure out how to explain this to Steven until i heard voices drifting through the dim lighting. Steven, Kyland, and Allison stepped out, laughing and talking, oblivious to me. I tried to sidestep behind a building, but Kyland spotted me first.
"Stells? Is that you?" I stepped out and nodded, approaching them.
"Steven, may i talk to you for a minute?" Worry spread across his soft face and he nodded, following me to a nearby table. We sat down across from eachother and he waited for me to talk. I cleared my throat and spoke softly, "I just kissed Logan, but before you say anything, let me explain." He smiled slightly and nodded. "I never should've done that to you. To be honest, my only regret is not telling you sooner..."
"That you love him?" He finished my sentance, catching me off guard. I opened my mouth to protest, but by the look on his face, i knew i couldn't lie anymore.
"Yeah. I've been in love with him, but i guess he's always had someone else to love. I should've accepted it before any of this happened." I looked down, a small tear dripping down my cheek. The table shifted as Steven moved over to the bench next to me, placing his hand on my shoulder.
"Hey, don't worry. I'm not mad. I knew from the first moment i saw you and him together, that you loved him."
I looked up at him, "Then why would you ask me out?"
"Because, you didn't know what you wanted. I guess i just wanted to see you happy. Wither it was me or him, i just wanted your happiness. I don't regret going out with you. You finally realize what you want and i still want you to get it. I will help you through this." He chuckled, kissing my cheek, "Now come on, don't frown anymore. Holly will break up with him and then you two can be together!" I giggled as he lead me back to the fron where everyone else was waiting. When i saw Logan, a smile broke free and i couldn't help myself. I wanted to run straight into his arms. I finally knew what i wanted and that was him. That's all i've ever wanted. A bleached curl flopped beside him, revealing Holly. She held his hand and kissed his cheek, smiling. My smile faded and i stopped in my tracks. Stevens hand fell on my lower back and he leaned in, "Go along with it. Let's make you irresistable." He marched me up to the group and smiled. Kyland eyed us both suspiciously.
"We're all good. Better than ever actually!" He chuckled, "Let's go back. I'm sure we're all terribly tired." The group nodded in agreement and we all made our way down the street to the hotel. Steven wrapped his arm lightly around me and started tealking to me softly. I could feel Logan watching so i wrapped my arm around Steven and giggled loudly, pulling him close. A part of me felt bad, but Steven was right. I knew what i wanted. Let's just see if Logan could choose.
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What we're made of. (Logan Lerman fan fic)
FanficEstella is just your average teenage misfit. Rebellion, fear, happiness, jealousy, and most importantly, the denial of her connection with Logan Lerman plague her life.