She Changed My Life (Princeton Love Story)

Chapter Twenty-five

Ray Pov

I woke up the next morning and Amanda wasnt there.
I went into the bathroom and did my hygiene and then looked in every room and those niggas was still sleep.
I looked in the guest room where Amanda was staying but she wasnt there.
I walked down stairs then I saw her sitting on the porch in the backyard.
I slid the door open and walked and sat next to her.

Ray: Hey wuss good?
She shook her head and shrugged which meant nothing much.

Ray: Whatchu doin out here by yaself?

Amanda: Just collecting my thoughts.
I kinda miss Johnny.
So what you up to.

Ray: I was actually lookin for you.

Amanda: And why is that?

Me: What happened to you this morning?
I woke up and you wernet there.
Why?
She shrugged.
You know damn well why you wasnt there.
She giggled and I smiled.

Amanda: I didnt wanna risk the chance of anyone in the house seeing us together because I know the boys dont like me and they call me hoe slut trick bitch and more so I dont want them comin at you.
I basically didnt want them to think you slept with me.
Even though technically in a way we did sleep together we just didnt have sex.
She smiled.

Me: Well I appreciate that you care allot about me and its ok I like you too.
You aint gotta hide ya emotions for me from me.
And if any of them get outta line I would put em in check.
I held he hand and kissed the back of her hand then kissed her cheek.
She blushed.
Hard.

Me: What you blushin so hard fo?

Amanda: You have a nice way with words.
You always know what to say.
I kissed her lips and the kiss deepend but I pulled away.

Me: If you want we can have a relationship but keep it on the D.L. until you ready ta come out but I am tellin you that there is nothing to worry about.

Amanda: I know I just dont wanna re-live 7th 8th and 9th grade. Prod and Roc made me feel like shit. You know that.

Me: Yeah I feel you I know.
I lifted her head and was about to kiss her until I saw Roc's bitchass walk in the kitchen.
So I pulled away then this nigga walked outside.

Roc: Wuss good bro.
He said as he gave me daps.

Me: Wuss good homie.
We both chuckled.

Roc: So what y'all doin?
I paused for a sec then thought of a lie.

Me: Um I was roastin her like we did in middle school.
He gave me daps again.
But it was like one of those daps followed by a hug which meant good shit.

Roc: Lemme hear sum.
See in middle school we would roast her but in raps so roc and prod would make the beats and I would rap.
Prince didnt fuck wit her so he just ignored us when we was around her because after she cheated on him with me roc and prod he just cut her off.
Anyway back to my rap.

Me: Uh.... Ight I got sum.
Listen you lil hoe I know you want this fa show I can see by how you movin and grindin that you want some more. You stay on my tip you stay on my dick but you a lil trick.
Roc's jaw dropped and I laughed as he gave me daps again.
Roc was gon say sum but I didnt want him to because he would always say sum hella rude and stupid and what he said would always hurt her the most. She almost killed herself but I stopped her.

Me: Roc dont say sum stupid.

Roc: Too late.
Amanda I always knew you was a hoe.
Ha just like ya momma I know because I fucked her last night.
Put her ass ta sleep.
He lifted his hand ta give me daps but I slapped it down that shit wasnt funny.
I saw the tears form in her eyes and she ran in the house makin her way up the stairs.
She slammed the door so hard that we heard it from outside.
And a dog barked.