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Chapter 06 : Tere bin main, main na rahaa

(The song is to state Hussain's and Aayesha's situation. Don't get mixed with Imran and Zaina )

Hussain's POV

Main teri yaadon mein khoya
Main teri yaadon mein uljha
Main teri yaadon mein khoya
Main teri yaadon mein uljha
Teri yaadon ka hai samaa
Tere bin main, main na rahaa
Teri yaadon ka hai samaa
Tere bin main, main na rahaa

(I'm lost in your memories
I'm tangled in your memories
I'm lost in your memories
I'm tangled in your memories
It's an atmosphere of your memories
Without you, I'm not myself
It's an atmosphere of your memories
Without you, I'm not myself)

Not everyone you come across in your life stays with you forever. Once you were there Aayesha now you are no more. I know I can't deny the feelings I have for you but I don't want my feelings to hurt my family. I've been so selfish that I've hurt my family just because I couldn't control my pain and anger. I'm not going to continue this anymore. I won't let the happiness of my family vanish. Be brave Hussain. May be time can heal your pain very soon.

I was about to go to the washroom Shehry walked in. The very moment he saw me he smiled at me and gave me a brotherly hug. Whether you say it no Shehry I know how much this hurts you to see me like this. I promise you I'll be good. I'll be back very soon. I broke out the hug and saw Shehry nervously scratching his neck.

"Kya hogaya chachi? Kuch problem hai kya?" I asked Shehry and I could see he was taken by my sudden change. Anything for you Shehry. I won't be able to get a relief to my pain very soon but I can get a relief to all your pain. You, mom, dad and Maha. "Hussain...Are—e you al-l-r-ight?" Shehry kept his hand in my head and pretend to see whether I was alright.

I smacked his hand." Arae yaar I'm fine.Tumhari problem kya hai?", the sight of Shehry's eyes popped up made me die out of laughter. He was still in the shock. The very next moment I was embraced in a hug by a pair of arms. I hugged my brother; my life everything. I don't know Shehry where would have I been if you weren't there.

As he heard my thoughts Shehry spoke." I'm always there for you Hussain. You are my brother. So nice to see you like this. I know still you haven't forgot Aaye—sha"No- Shehry" I was about to protest when Shehry stopped me. " Don't ever try to lie me Hussain. Bhai hoon mein tera. I know you more than you know about yourself. I know you haven' forget her and now you are trying to be happy just to make us all happy. I will not push you Hussain. I'm happy that you took this decision. But whenever you wanted to speak about her or want to share your cries my shoulders are there for you."

As soon as Shehry spoke this I couldn't stop myself. I let out the tears I had in my eyes. "Thank you. Thank y-y-o—u Shehry for always being there for me. No matter what you stood for me. Sorry for being a pain in your ass" I chuckled in between my cries.

"Arae drama queen bant karo yeh natak.I know I'm the best. Because I'm the one and only Shehryar Asif" Shehry broke out from the hug and pulled his collar up. Shoki Shehry is back. "Bas bas no one is way better than me" I replied him in mock anger.

"Argh.Hussain I just forgot the matter which I came to say." And I could see Shehry was nervous again ruffling his hand in his hair. "Shehry just say what you want to say. Your silence kills me man"." Ah Hussain there's a project we have to do in New York. Me and Dad have to be here to meet some other clients so I just want to ask whether you can go there and do this".

"I will do it Shehry. Bilkul fikhar math karo.I'm ready. When should I leave" again Shehry was taken by my answer. "Hussain I'm not compelling you. You don't have to force your-se-lf into this" Shehry said in a voice full of concern. " No Shehry I want to do this. I would get a distraction too. This would help me. Please don't worry. I'm fine".

"So happy for you Hussain. Insha allah I just wish you get all happiness in your life which you deserve. By the by you have to leave tomorrow to meet Mr.Aashiq in New York in his office. About the project I'll say you in the evening. And don't forget to pack your clothes" Shehry said and threw a pillow on me.

"But Shehry what about my tickets?",. "Um ..Hussain Dad has already booked a ticket." " So this was all decided nah Shehry?" I faked an anger. " Dram banth karo Hussain.We know you will agree so we did it. Now don't play fool with me" Shehry smacked my head. " Ah! Man it hurts" I faked a pain. "Oh Sorry Hussain. Ok have some rest" and again Shehry smacked my head. "Shehry!!!!!!!!!" before I could catch him he was out of my room. I plopped on to my bed. Inshallah hope everything goes good. Wherever you are Aayesha I wish you all happiness. With the last thoughts of Aayesha I went into the world of sleep.

Haan teri yaadon ke gham hai
Hai teri yaadon ki khushiyan
Haan teri yaadon ke gham hai
Hai teri yaadon ki khushiyan
Tere bin jeena kya mera
Tere bin main, main na raha
Tere bin jeena kya mera
Tere bin main, main na raha

(I have the sorrow of your memories
I have the joy of your memories
I have the sorrow of your memories
I have the joy of your memories
My life is nothing without you
Without you, I'm not myself
My life is nothing without you
Without you, I'm not myself)

Aayesha's POV

I was going through the files when Aashiq called me. He was saying that in 2 days after we had a meeting with one of the partners of the business. I wasn't informed much. But I had to get ready with all our reports and files. Eergh..Kitna saara files girl? My cabin was a mess because there were papers all over the room. Tumne kya kardiya Aayesha? Now where can I search that files? Allah please mujhe help kardo.I was pulling out my hair out of frustration.

"Aayesha any problem?" I lifted my face to see Aashiq who was laughing at me. " Ah...that's nothing Aashiq. I was just going through the files but I just couldn't get the particular file which we need it tomorrow." I saw Aashiq was still laughing at me. Aargh this is embarrassing Aayesha. As he could sense the awkwardness he stops to laugh and then smiles at me.

"No problem Aayesha. The meeting we planned for tomorrow is cancelled. We won't have meetings tomorrow so have no worry. You have a whole day to search. And about the meeting I Said we are having in two days on Wednesday, I've already set everything up. You nedn't to worry about that" Aashiq replied. Aashiq was really a great human. Though he was the boss he shared the works too. He never stuffed a whole lot of work on anyone.

"Madamji, phirse kya hoga?" I was brought out of my trance. Way to embarrass yourself again Aayesha. "Ughh nothing Aashiq I'll just have a break" and before he could say anything I left there with a smile. Feels good. At last I guess soon Zaina and Imran will sort out things. I just wish all happiness for my friend. She deserves it and Imran is a good boy. Just a cute chocolate boy.

Chocolate boy. This made me remember Hussain back. No matter what Hussain still the memories of you are fresh in my heart. You were the best Hussain. I shouldn't have done that to you Hussain. But I never had any choice. Neither should I lose you or your love. Day and night it feels like poison without you. I woke up with your memories. I slept with your memories. My life is nothing without you. Without you, I'm not myself. No matter what I do where I do the incompleteness is still there in me Hussain. I don't find peace anywhere.

Before the tears could fell I controlled myself. Everything was for you Hussain. I'll do anything for you. I'm sorry for breaking you. After inhaling the cool breeze I went into the room to continue my work.May be we aren't destined to be together Hussain.

So how is the chapter?

The chapter didn't turn as the way I wished.

But tried my best to justify it.

Hope you like it.

I just want to know whether the story is interesting or boring.

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