My Last Wish

Heart Break

Joe’s P. O. V.

It can’t be, it just can’t be right; I need to make this right. I thought in my head, she isn't my Camille; my Camille is smiley, full of life, full of love… the one that was inside wasn't her. But she was her, she looked like her, she had the same forest green eyes, the same auburn hair, her soft looking skin, all was the same, but there wasn't that light in her eyes, her eyes looked sad, but why?

After hitting the wall out of frustration I sighed and slide down to the cold floor. I pulled at my hair out of sheer frustration. That girl was the most stupid, stubborn, thick headed girls I have ever met and ironically I fell for her. I smiled bitterly. Now she hates me, well done Joe.

The pain finally settled in, it was a choking sensation, and the tears where threatening to spill out, I swallowed the lump in my throat and stood up, if she didn't wanted me fine for me. I have a very long line of girls waiting for me, even if “I said that, I knew that it wouldn't be that easy, she will be hunting me in my head for a while.

Camille’s P. O. V.

I cried my heart out and the tears still didn't stopped, what is Joe doing now? Stupid Camille he is gone and that is the best, the least persons caring for me the least would be crying in my funeral. Joe will probably throw a party in my funeral. At least he will be smiling, but the idea of him celebrating my dead brought a new wave of tears. I braced my knees, and rested my head on them, letting the sobs and the tears flow freely.  

I really need to stop this, I told myself, and while wiping the tears away, normally Joe would do that. I am stupid, stupid, stupid, a great inept.

“Honey?” The voice that always brought happy memories entered my ears.

“Hi mom.” I say not facing her; I really don’t want to worry her.

“What happened?”

I let out a sob and my mom ran towards me and pulled me in to a big hug. She kissed the top of my hair and reassured with comforting words. After the tears dried out I just laid my head on her chest, and thought of nothing. I can do nothing just ruing my life, and crying.

“Mom, I … lied to Joe” I say knowing that she was waiting for the previous answer. But of course, she being the great and sensible mother she is, she didn't hurry me. I am really going to miss her.

“I am sure you had a reason to do so. Can you tell me what said?” She asks while hugging me tighter, how is that possible, I really don’t know, who would have imagined that her little arms were so strong?

I explained what I had said and she nodded now and then.

“Well you really are an idiot.” She said sighing.

“I know” I said, very remorseful.

“An idiot with a big heart.” She finished.

“I kno- What? I don’t have a big heart; I made my biggest friend sad…” I said confused, and depressed.

“Yes, but for his own good, well that was your intention.” She said thoughtfully “A very wrong move...” She said while shaking her head thoughtfully. “What I can tell you is that you can’t make someone not cry, because that person loves you and has a deep connection. If you break it like you just did you will only make him suffer more, we can’t change the fate, what you can do is just stick to it and make the best out of it.” She said smiling, and I could feel my lips pulling up a little.

“Go after him, enjoy your life, the best you can.” She says while giving me a hug again. I hug her back and think how lucky I am to have this mom.

“Go, quick.” She says while pulling away, I get up slowly and wobbling towards the door. My mom stood up to help me but I shooed her away. After some waling I managed to walk like a normal human being and headed to reception. I asked about Joe and Clara, the receptionist said he just walked out of the door, probably heading to the park. I walked to the park some blocks from here, while still wearing my hospital gowns, people looked at me strangely but I didn't cared.

I got to the park out of breath; this isn't good for my heart. I spotted the head of a very familiar black headed boy and run towards it. I stopped short when I spotted another girl, a blonde, trying to suck the face off from my Joe. My heart ached so badly, but it wasn't of a heart failure, but something worst, much more painful, a heart break.