My Last Wish

The Goodbyes

I woke up and looked around, my body was very stiff and my head hurt as hell, I felt very weak and lazy and the beeping of the monitors next to me had a steady pace. 

“Oh god, you’re alive.” A voice said next to me. I turned around and noticed that it was my mom, somehow I felt disappointed. I hoped someone… being specific, a black headed imbecile that I love to bits.

“Mom, where is Dad” I asked my voice very weak.

“Here I am Dear.” He said with a sad smile on his face and I could notice that both my mom and dad had been crying, since the redness hasn’t vanished yet.

“I want both to know that I love you and I still will.” I say looking up so the tears won’t fall, but my voice broke a little.

“Be both will, we will remember you.” They both said will my dad embrace my mom, both with fresh tears on their eye. We talked and joked about thing to light up the move. They knew like I knew that my hours were counted.

“We are going know. Goodbye.” My mom said will planting me a kiss on my forehead like she always do when I was little and I was afraid of sleeping, and it always helped, like right now. My dad followed and gave me a hug, very carefully so he won’t touch the cables. They went out and then Joe came in.

“You though I forgot about you?” I asked will turning to look at him. He walked towards a chair near the bed.

“No, I know that you would never forget about his handsome face.” He said, while giving me a small smile that didn’t reach his eyes.

“Yeah, I would forget that face of your, even if I tried to.” I murmur with a smile on my face. I was feeling weaker as the time passed by, but I tell him this. Please god, I know that you are there please let me finish what I what to say.

“Joe you know? I lived a incredible life, I learned to admire nature to enjoy life in a wheelchair and just a while ago I saw the sky in autumn and they have the same shade of gray as you eyes.” I said while looking intently at him and memorizing his face. “I played with the fallen leaves, I walked I enjoyed the wind on my face and the brutal cold.” He looked worried at the mention of this but I quickly said.” Don’t worry I enjoyed it; it was a nice change from the always constant temperature in the hospital, always a steady 22 degrees. I loved to go out and feel the nature.” I breathe in and kept going, I needed to finish. ”I made a bucket list, with the things that I did, want to do and I needed to do. I wanted to see a unicorn, probably they are gay. Not that I have something against the gays or unicorns.” I say as I watched a smile pull up his corners.

“You know that

“The thing is that want to do was to say goodbyes.” I said “but I didn’t want anyone to cry and that the reason I was so cold towards you. I will understand if you decide to hate me…” I say but I really didn’t want him to hate me.

“I could never hate that cute smile of your and that your signature jokes.” He said while stroking my hair. “I am sorry, I was so angry that you said those things that I went to look for girls” He said his cheeks becoming red. “I was stupid and I was about to kiss that girl you saw before, but it just didn’t felt right so I didn’t but that little… female dog, assaulted my innocent lips.” He explained playfully. But his playfulness disappeared as fast as it came.”And you appeared, I was going to explain it to you but that ‘girl’ assaulted me again and you were gone when I manage to get her off me. Sorry”

“It alright, we are both idiot, and that why we stick to each other.” I said winking; we were always partner at pranks, always watching each others back for enemies that were imaginary or stuffed animals.

“But the thing that I really needed to do so I won’t die with regrets it to say my feelings.” I said and toke a deep breath even in this circumstances I still felt embarrassed and nervous. “I love you Joe.”

Joe looked astonished, shocked but he quickly recomposed himself while I was nervous as hell, I don’t remember being as nervous as this. When he turned his eyes all I saw in them was adoration and love yeah definitely love.

“What toke you so long?” He asked while looking at me lovingly.

“At least I said it.” I said a little reproach full. He leans in slowly and my heart went to full capacity. I was breathing hard and when at long last his lips touched mine, I felt fireworks, like they describe in the movies, but ten times brighter. His both hands on my cheeks, and mine on his neck, it started as a sweet and innocent kiss, but it become more passionate as the seconds ticked by. After we pulled apart we were both breathing hard, his head resting on mine and mine on his. Nevertheless we both had wide grins on our faces.

“I should have done that before.” Murmured as he stared into my eyes, yup I should’ve done that before. And yup his eyes were the color of the sky in autumn.

“I love you.” He said and placed me back on the bed, I hadn’t realize I had been up. When I lying again on the bed I realize how tired I was.

“Don’t cry for me Joe you will see me again. Can you please do me a favor?” I asked.

“Just say it, I would cross the world walking if that is what you want, my little angel.” He answered while kissing my hand. How ironic, I thought of him as the angel and turned that he thinks I am the angel.

“My last wish is to see you smile a real smile that shows that you are and you will be the happy and capricious Joe I have known my whole life.” I said with effort. He looked confused so I helped him. “what do you call a pig that does karate?”

“I don’t know” he responded with a bewildered look.

“A pork chop” I said with a smile, and he then smiled, the smile that only my Joe can smile, the smile that brings back all the memories, the one that were the sillies, the saddest and the happiest, I will not regret any and I will take them all with me.

When I noticed that I was closing my eyes again and I couldn’t fight it this time, the last thing I saw was the smiley and carefree smile of Joe, my biggest treasure. And before drifting I felt the warm of lips touching mine and sending me away like a sweet and loving lullaby.

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It hurt me so much to kill her... I am now going to be killed by a certain someone called  Ariannita... Arianna there is hope there will be a epilogue...

the joke it isn't my creation, the one in this chapter the other of the rabbit fart,

Rabbit fart rabbit fart! HAha they are such a funny combination, god I am so nasty, like the weaslys ... Howe could they kill Fred 

Hurray I finished the story! Yay!  5 more to go! who am I kidding I will never finish them...

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