As you walked away into the bathroom you held back tears until you shut the locked the door you turned on the shower head and you let them fall not making a sound to let him know you were crying, you would never let him see you cry over something like this or let him see you down sure sad things got to you when you'd go to the shelter and help out and love on all the animals and hear their stories you try holding that in.
After your shower you came out in your towel praying he was asleep as you grabbed your pjs and seen that he was so you just changed there. After that you grabbed your pillow and took it to the couch along with your blanket you always took with you and walked over to the couch laying down in your bed for the night, you didn't want to complicate things with him and it was just getting harder and harder to not blow up at him with all these feelings you were having and if he didn't have them back then it's all for nothing a stupid girl believing someone like her could have an amazing man like him. As you teared up overthinking everything a million times you fall to sleep and dreamed the rest of the night away not looking forward to the day and night you had ahead of you.
The next morning you woke up in bed...wait bed? Did I sleep walk last night wanting to cuddle? Hover over here? You thought as you heard the shower running you bit your lip sitting up and putting on your glasses looking around the room that's when the door opened and out walked Zak in of coarse nothing but a towel.
As you groaned internally biting your cheek you cleared your throat softly causing him to jump a little bit. Making you smile a tad from it.
"S sorry I didn't mean to scare you" you say softly
"It's fine sleep ok?" He asked
"Yah...about that did I sleepwalk or hover over here by chance?" You ask
"No" he chuckled
"How'd I end up in bed with you...not like that I just mean how did I get here I was sleeping on the couch...giving you space" you blush and still look at your hands
"I carried you...you didn't look comfy at all there your legs need room and that couch doesn't do you any good when there's plenty of room here in this big bed....I don't want space I just want us to go back to normal no more of this crap where you can't talk to me being quiet for hours excluding me not even look at me...yah we got married it was an accident we both messed up that night...I want my friend back I need her back I can't go into this next lockdown without her so can we please just for now try and be normal?" He asked her
"Ok" was all she could say still not looking at him "bathroom free yet?" You ask since he was still in his towel
"Yah just need to do my hair and I can do that while you shower" he says as you get up grab clothes and make your way to the door he grabs your shirt and pulls into a hug a tight hug. You close you eyes tight and hold your breathe as he did so you hugged back until he let go you go to the door
"Hey" he calls out
"Yah?"
"You're still my best girl" he smiles
You lick your bottom lip and nod putting on a smile "always...well second to Gracie and then third when you find a wife" you say and get in the shower and got ready to go to the location.
ZAK POV
I watched Y/N move to the bathroom. As she went in and locked the door I was sure I heard a whimper.
She never cries.. I've never seen her cry.. Have I?
I got up and rested my head against the door listening but I couldn't hear anything over the sound of the shower.
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