Songs for this chapter:
The crying game by Nicki Minaj
Drive by Miley Cyrus
Nicki's POV:
"JASON STOP! STOP, YOU'RE HURTING ME!" I screamed while Jason continued to rough me up and ask me a sea of questions.
"WHO WAS THAT GUY YOU WERE WITH AT 2:25 TODAY!" Jason screamed in my face while I was on the couch cuddled up in a ball, afraid that he'll hit me. It's just like him to know the exact place, time and day of everything i do wrong, in his eyes. I always get so scared of him when he gets like this. He's so unpredictable.
"Jason, please stop. Calm down baby. He's just my science fair project partner. He means nothing, he's nothing to me baby!"
"yeah? well he's not your partner anymore. You have to switch with someone else. you think you're leaving me for him. Nope. You're never leaving me Nic. You're mine, I possess you. I control you."
"I'll never leave."
"You're damn right."
He started to calm down and walk away, but what I said next made him stop dead in his tracks.
"But, I cant switch partners. And I cant fail, its 100% of our grade."
"YOU. ARE NOT. WORKING. WITH HIM!" He walked towards me, taking breaths between some words.
"But baby I have-AH!"
I felt my cheek stinging, I realized I was on the floor. I looked up to see Jason have on this mean, determined look. I know that look. its the look he gives when he hits me. I came to the realization that Jason smacked me. After he promised he'd never do it again, he smacked me.
"Your're not working with him, and that's final. Understood?"
"Yeah, understood."
He stormed away, leaving me in the living room to think and sob. When I finally got the courage to pick myself up after about 30 minutes, and walked into our bedroom we shared, he was up watching television. He looked at me walk to our bathroom and change into pajamas, I came back out and layed down. He cuddled up next to me like normal nights, but I strugged him off, because this isn't a normal night. He just hit me after months of pleading for me to take him back, promising he'll never do it again the last time. The last time he hit me, I broke up with him. But after about to 4 months of begging me to take him back, showering me with gifts, bringing me flowers to school everyday, kissing me on the cheek in public, something he never does anymore, I finally took him back. My friends convinced me to, but they actually thinks he cheated, they don't know he has hit me...
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Fanfiction"Just tell me one thing onika." "anything" "Are you ashamed of me?"