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Nicki's POV:

          Monday morning, I walked into school after a really rough night, with shades on and tried to move through everybody in the hallway, but I was so popular that everyone tried stopping me to talk, but I just wanted to get to my locker to get my books and head to class, and that's what I intended to do. I am what chicks wanna be, and what dudes wanna be seen with...

I finally made it to my locker, I unlocked it and got my books out. Suddenly, I felt a pair of hands around my waist. At first I thought it was one of my best friends Stacy, Michelle, or Monica. We wrap each other in each others arms when we miss one another. I got excited until I heard the voice I was dreading to hear. He never shows PDA, especially in school. I was surprised it was him. I turned around to see him, looking sad.

"Baby, I am extremely sorry."

"Mhm." I looked the other way, towards my homeroom. He's honestly wasting my time.

"Babe. Seriously. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to do what I did. I hurt you physically and emotionally and I am-"

"Are you done? I have homeroom, and you're wasting my time."

He took one hard look at me, from head to toe. I know what he was thinking and maybe he's right...

"You're not leaving me, are you?" He tried finding his answer in my eyes, but I looked down at my shoes, while being trapped in his embrace between his arms against the locker.

"Nicki..."

"My name is Onika!" I slightly raised my voice, causing some heads to turn.

He looked around to everybody that looked, and then back down on me.

"Okay, Onika."

I started to cry. Right there in the hallway. I was so through with life. I don't even care if my reputation gets ruined, I just don't even care.

 I don't even care if my reputation gets ruined, I just don't even care

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"Onika, baby I am so sorry. I know I need help, I just-" I put my hand over his mouth to stop him from saying his pointless lies.

"...I hate you" I tried wiping the remainder of my tears away, then I pushed him back and walked away to proceed to homeroom.

I hate you" I tried wiping the remainder of my tears away, then I pushed him back and walked away to proceed to homeroom

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