I'm setting you free..

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by Dawn4335

by Dawn4335

(Ayye maaan!!! I MADE A STORY WITH THE BEGINNING PART I KNOW BUT...ITS...JUST SO GOOD..I HAVE TO MAKE THIS NEW ONE!!!)

BTW THIS REALLY DOESNT GO WITH THE REST OF THE STORY THIS IS JUST FOR FUN. THE READER DIED BEFORE FINISHING HIGH SCHOOL. THIS DOES NOT GO WITH THE WHOLE STORY.

This takes place at the fight. You were accepted to a collage and you were deciding whether to go or not..you didn't want to leave Jeff..The collage was far..and Jeff wanted you to go, so you could be happy and he didn't want to hold you down.

The two of you were on the sidewalk, you had tears rolling down your face. The cold air surround you, it was midnight and things wasn't how you planned it to be.."I thought..how much you loved me! And how hard that must have been for you. Then I thought- this...this is what a man looks like. This is how a man loves."

There was a long silence, you hated it..is he not gonna say anything?! "You are the first boy..who made me feel loved!.........you are my first love....and I want...more then anything..for you to be my last..." You clenched your fist looking down,"But I can't do this anymore. At least not now...we're done."

You turned and walked away hugging yourself, you thought about the day when...Jeff..asked you to marry him....

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The two of you were in the park, Jeff grabbed your hands and looked you in the eyes,"Do you love me?"

"Of course, I do."

"Then tell me the truth and not just something you think I wanna hear...are you 100% sure you wanna marry me?"

Your eyes widened slightly,"n-no...no one is 100% sure of anything.."

"I am. I am that sure you're something special."

Your mind went back to a couple days ago when you got accepted to the collage. You wanted to stay with Jeff but he...

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The two of you were at the train station. At first you wanted to go, but when you reached there...you changed your mind telling Jeff you didn't want to go.

"Look, do you know how hard this is for me? How many times I've cried about this?"

You turned and walked away,"No. I'm not going- i'm not going, not without you."

Jeff tried to frown,"You don't have a choice, I can't come with you."

"Well. Then i'll stay here! I'll go wherever it is that you're going!"

Jeff grabbed your wrist making you turn towards him, the train was about to arrived,"Your gonna go get on that train, okay? Without me.That's how much I love you."

You let it register in your head, your eyes widened as you stared at him,"Are you breaking up with me?"

Jeff looked down then to your eyes,"I'm setting you free.."

Jeff sat you down on the bench,"But we're just gonna...we're gonna sit here- and we're just gonna let go."

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When you were at the collage...you were pretty miserable at first, but you made friends and kind of got your mind off Jeff for a bit..your phone rang and you answered, it was Jeff,"How are you?"

You looked down,"I have no idea."

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You were at a councilor about your depression, you mentioned Jeff...you didn't mention he was a murder...just your ex..

"I talk to him a lot..I can still see his face and..can hear his voice so clearly..do you think that i'll even forget it? Cause i'm afraid that one day, I will...He was my person.."

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I KNOW THIS WAS CONFUSING BUT THINK OF THIS AS ONLY A ONE SHOT AND UM NOT REALLY TO THE REST OF THE STORY CUZ IN PART ONE THE READER DIED BEFORE SHE FINISHED HIGH SCHOOL SO YEAH SORRY BOUT ANY CONFUSION!!!!!!! THIS WAS JUST FOR FUN!