Jeff The Killer X SUICIDAL!Reader

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Your sitting at your desk,you know its time to go,you said that to yourself a million times.But this time you know for sure,it's real.Your tired,your just so very tired.Your parents pissed you off,like school wasn't bad enough,not to mention you and Jeff had another fight,he said he loved you...but does he really mean it?
You go to get the rope,or the knife,or the gun,or just whatever you choose to use,'cause your that desperate to leave.Your ready,you think of it as some game,the first one dead,is the first one who wins.

No ones home,its the perfect time.HOPEFULLY Jeff isn't watching,You didn't want him even more hurt after your death.
Your ready,if you don't do it now,your just gonna look down on yourself even more forever.Your gonna hate yourself even more.No one knows,no one WILL know...Until later on.Instead of getting a paper and a pen.You get the video camera along with a chair.Your standing on the chair,you decided to go with the rope.Your gone instantly,and their will be no noise.One side of the rope is tied onto the top of your fan,while the other is around your neck.Your in tears and you know it's for real this time,you could feel it.

You turn on the video camera and you just stare at the red light,blinking upon your eyes.You start to mumble out a few words,"Mom?Dad?I'm sorry,,I don't know why i'm sorry,but i'm sorry,I just can't do this anymore.I-I don't know who I am anymore. I've lost myself,and I seem to not be able to find my way back...Please tell my siblings,stay strong and stay safe.I'll see you all soon."You say sorry to your best friend 'cause you knew you wouldn't be there for him anymore.Especially when he needs you more than ever.You say sorry to everyone you could think of...even yourself.Your sorry for not being strong anymore,your sorry for breaking down.Your sorry for putting them through much pain through their life.

There was a long pause..."Jeff?I'm so sorry I didn't tell you about my depression,I'm sorry I didn't tell you about my cuts,I'm sorry for not telling you how much I wanted to die.I love you Jeff,So so much.Please do not cry for me,there is no need,i'm not worth any tears...I guess this is the end..."At this point,you didn't care if your parents saw the end of the video about Jeff,they never knew you were going out with a WANTED killer,you didn't really need to worry,cause well you ARE gonna die now.

You stare,once again,at the red light,blinking upon your eyes.One foot is off the chair now,as you begin to mouth the word, "Goodbye".You have the remote control to turn off the camera,in your right hand,your pointer finger on the off button already.You click that button,and as soon as you see that light go off...You go off.Both feet are now off the chair,That chair is on the floor,the room is filled with silence.

Your dead,your gone,theirs no going back.Everything is over.You don't have to live in pain no more.But everyone else will.What are your parents gonna think?What about your little brother or little sister?

...................What about Jeff?.........................................

What are they gonna do?

Your gone,your dead,theirs No going back.You ended your life because of some stupid fight with your boyfriend,thinking he doesn't love you.You ended your life,because that one teacher was harder on you then anyone in class,because she knew that you were the only one that is going somewhere in life.

your parents are home now,they call your name,telling you that their home.But somethings different,you don't answer,they don't here your voice,they get worried,you always answered.They come upstairs thinking your sleeping or showering.Your mom opens your bedroom door and screams at the top of her lungs,she instantly passes out.Your little sister hears her and comes up after her.She screams,"Daddy help!"She runs over to you,hitting your leg begging you to WAKE UP,"Wake up!Wake up!Please stop!Wake up!"
But you don't answer,your not waking up,your gone,your dead,theirs NO going back!Your dad comes running up stairs and all he could do was stare.He watches his baby girl,swing back and forth on a rope.He sees the video camera and he sees the chair,but he doesn't move.He's stiff as a board.