Jeff The Killer X SUICIDAL!Reader

I Care About Your Feelings More Than Mine

This sets back when you were alive, when the two of you were together.

Jeff paced back and forth,"Why didn't you tell me?"

You pulled down your sleeves, you didn't say a word."(Y/n) you could kill yourself from doing that!"

He stopped, his back was facing you,"...Somethings changed in you, toward me."

He turned his head just slightly,"You're distant..cold." Jeff faced you,"I love you, I would never let anybody or anything, hurt you...I never felt that way about anyone. I care about your feelings more then mine."

You frowned and kept tugging at your sleeves, he whispered,"I don't deserve you.." He looked down,"Because I make bad choices that hurt you.." He gritted his teeth hitting the wall,"I'm bad- I'm BAD for you.And there's no apology in the world that encompasses all the reasons i'm wrong for you.." He sighed and sat on the bed next to you, pulling you into a hug,"I won't change who I am..I can't. But I refuse to change you..Now i'm choosing..and i'm choosing to let you go.."

You didn't quite hear the last part, you fell asleep. Jeff looked at your peaceful face, he kissed your forehead and gently laid you down, with the covers over you.

"I don't deserve you..."