Jordan
I looked at Nala, she's been sitting in the same spot since we got back from Alex's house.
"You not gon talk to me?" I said,
"Fuck you," she spat.
"Fuck you," I retorted
"Jordan don't start with me, I'll beat your fucking ass," she threatened.
"You started with me," I responded.
"How could you accuse me of fucking with Alex again?" she yelled.
"Lower your fucking voice, my dad is here," I reminded her.
She sighed and looked up at me, "When you gon realize that I'm your girl? I'm with you Jordan, I fucked up once and I promise you I won't do that shit again," she said. "I love you Jordan,"
"You might be my girl but you don't love me so stop saying it," I said.
"I do love you," she said.
"You love when we have sex, that's all," I said,
"That's what you think this is about? Sex?" she scoffed, "I don't care about that Jordan,"
"But that's all you ever wanted from me, the first time we did it that's what you said," I explained, "No feelings remember?"
"That was before we started talking more, before I fell in love with you," she said.
"Stop saying that," I said,
"You can act like you don't love me but you told me the other night you did. I can see it in your eyes you love me," she said.
I do love her, I'm just trynna protect her. I can't fall for a bitch, I'm scared to.
"Aight, I love you, so what?" I said.
"So we gon stay together forever," she said.
"How? You going to college and I'm gon be here.. Trapping, throwing my life away," I said.
"I'm not going to college," she said, looking down.
"But that's what you want," I said, she told me she was gonna go to college to take care of her mom. Why is she giving up on that?
"I know... But how am I gon pay for all of that?" she said. "I'm jus gon work with you," she said.
"Are you sure that's what you wanna do?" I asked.
"Positive," she said. "But back to me and you.. If you don't see this going anywhere then stop fucking with me,"
"That's not even the case," I said. "I'm just scared you gon fuck around and leave me for a rich nigga,"
I'm dead broke right now. I know you probably wondering how I got the Benz, Kash bought it for me.
I was gonna get rich off this basketball shit but it's dead now. I'm not getting a job, so the only thing left to do is jugg.
"I'm not going to leave you," she said.
"We only 17 we don't know what we want," I said.
"I want you," she said. "What do you want?"
"I want you too, but I want you to myself, forever," I said, "Don't leave me over some fucked up shit, ight? I hate being alone,"
"So this is forever?" she said, smiling.
"Yeah baby, this is forever,"
