Nala
Overtime me and Moriah got real acquainted, I guess you can say she's like a bestfriend.
"Bitch look," Moriah was showing me pictures of her girlfriend. She's a cute ass stud, but she don't got nothing on Jordan's fine ass.
"She's cute," I say, "Mhmm, but I think the lil bitch cheating on me," she said.
If Jordan ever cheats on me again, she gon see the crazy bitch side of me. That's the side I been trying to hide, lately Jordan been on her best behavior.
The thing that's keeping me from falling in love with her, is the fact that she's a hoe. I'm a hoe too, but I can change. Shit, I'm willing to change for her.
My emotions and thoughts be everywhere, one minute I think I'm ready to say the 3 words to her.. Then the next it's like I'm mad at her for being here. When we finish fucking, I get mad at her if she tries to cuddle with me.
I'm bipolar and mean as fuck, but she thinks it's cute and she says she loves that side of me. I cringe at the word "love" maybe it's because I know I feel something for Jordan. Deeper than "like"
She's the only one that can call me at 4 in the morning just so we can stay up and talk about everything. She's the only one I've ever told about my mom and dad's relationship. Something about her makes me trust her, when I look in her eyes it calms me.. Makes me forget about everything I've been going through.
Well, I guess it's time for me to take a break from Jordan just because I might be in love with her.
Jordan
The temptation to fuck one of my old hoes been heavy. Nala haven't been putting out and it's driving me crazy. So if I can't get what I want from Nala, imma get it from somebody else it's that simple.
Only, I know better. I don't feel like hearing Nala yell at me for some stupid ass shit. But fuck it, I haven't got some head in a while and I need it.
*
After Monique left, I felt like a different person. Just happy. I spent majority of my day hooping then I called Kilo to see what he's doing.
When he told me he was about to spend time wit his girl, I decided to call Nala.
"Baby I miss you" I say, pulling my shirt over my head and unbuttoning my Rock Revival jeans.
"I miss you too," she said.
"You think you can meet me at the school?" I asked,
"Nigga it's 10:30 why would we go to the school?" she asked,
"Don't ask questions, are you down for the ride or not?"
"Of course, come get me," she said before hanging up.
I took a shower got dressed and went to go get her.
Nala
I watched Jordan break into the school gym. I followed her to the locker room and watched her move some stuff around. Then she grabbed my hand and took me towards the bleachers.
We went all the way to the top while eating the snacks she bought on the way here.
"Why are we here?" I asked,
"Everybody got that one place they go when times get rough," she said, "This just happens to be one of mine"
I understood because she loves basketball. That's all she talks about.
"That feeling I get when I pick up that basketball... It's like I could never do no wrong. Feel me? It makes me happy" she said.
I laid my head on her shoulder while she talked, I love hearing her voice and listening to her.
She looked at me, kissed me, then pulled me on top of her. Her hands rested on my ass. She buried her face in the crook of my neck.
"You smell good" she said,
"Thank you," I responded. I wrapped my arms around her neck.
Just being on top of her is getting me hot and bothered.
"Baby," I say,
She looked up at me, and we locked eyes for what seemed like forever. When I looked in her eyes, I saw love in her eyes and it scared me.
"Jordan can you do me a favor?" I asked,
"Wassup?" she said, looking at me.
"Promise you'll always keep it real with me, no matter what,"
For a second, she didn't say anything. She just looked past me.
She averted her eyes to me, "Me and you? I really want this to last cause I really like you. But I'm a dog at heart, I've never been in love and I'm 17. I don't want you to get your hopes up because I don't want to see you hurt again,"
I just sat there and thought about what she just said. It sounds similar to something my dad told my mom, then he started fucking other bitches and coming home drunk every night.
"Jordan..." I trailed off, "I've only been with 3 people my whole life. I swear I have," I don't know why I said that, but I felt like it was something she needed to know.
"You don't even have to tell me that. I don't think your a hoe, I wouldn't be here if you were. I think your fucking gorgeous baby" she said. "Your accent is sexy too" she added, bringing my face closer to hers. She kissed me passionately for what seemed like forever.
I unbuttoned her jeans and slid my hand in her basketball shorts,
She grabbed my hand and stood up.
"Come on,"
*
"Jordan it's midnight and you still trynna go everywhere," I said,
She chuckled, "I'm jus trynna spend time with you baby, ain't that what you want?"
We were driving around the city, with nowhere in particular to go. We pulled up outside of a random building, I watched her dig in her pocket for her phone.
"Wanna watch Netflix?" she asked, smirking.
"Sure," she reclined her seat back and I did the same. She placed the phone on the dashboard.
.......
She took me home around 4 in the morning, we both fell asleep in the car.
"Don't call me before 11," I reminded her as I took my seat belt off.
"I got you," she leaned over and kissed me.
I opened the car door and got out.
"Jordan" I say, smiling.
"Yes?" she said with a raised eyebrow.
"I really like you,"
She smiled, "I really like you too, now come give daddy a kiss,"
