The move

Nobody compares.

Louis's P.O.V.

Blood. Blood everywhere in my room. When I got home after the cinema I went to my room and locked it. I heard tony and Davy banging on it teing me to explain and let them help. But I-I just wanted the lads. I wanted to hold them and never let go. Unfortunately that would never happen. I think they actually know what happened and yet still not understanding so obviously I don't deserve to love or live. So this is the end. I grab my knife I keep in my bottom drawer in case of a break in. In this case a suicide. I pick places to cut. First my stomach then my legs then my arms and finally my wrists. It's only been about 5 min but I'm fading already. But I was on my bed so lots of the blood splattered on the windows a little on the walls. And all on the sheets. I just lie on the floor crying and letting it all pour out. Then I either black out or die.

"Louis. Louis. Louis Tomlinson. " I hear. I'm not letting them in so easy.

"Sass masta from doncasta. Where the fuck are you?" I smile stupid curly haired freak I let out a little chuckle.

"Louis Lou!!!" Zayn cheers. I groan I don't want them all here. I open my eyes slowly and let my eyes adjusts. Then I see the 4 lads all hovered over me tears stained face and baggy eyes purple rings around them. But now there all smiling.

"Loubear!!!" They all exclaims each hugging me one by one. Laughing and cheering.

"Hey guys what you doing here?"

"We are here supporting a friend. And going to listen to your story and well explain how we all feel. " ok?

"Ok sure who is going first. "

"Actually Lou you've been our for three months now we all sort of have same feelings so who don't you go first. " Liam says.

"Oh ok. Well see it all started after mine and tony's break up. "

"See I loved him truly. But then we were brothers yeah. Then zayn asked me out and I accepted. After soon Niall approached me at school and well just kisses me. We dated then Liam texted me as I changed and I went over since we were neighbors then we dated and finally Harry. As we were about to sing free week Harry kissed me took my breath away and we dated. That's about it. Then I was dating all of you getting tony and Dave all to stay quite about it. And trying to debate on who to pick but you all are just amazing. Then when I was sick. I guess Ed brought up relationships and you all mentioned me and yeah. Then you know what happens from there. " I say tears at the end of the horrible memory.

"Oh Lou we didn't know. We never gave you time to choose of break up with us. And being sweet as you are you said yes to all of us. You kept it a secret pretty long. " Liam says. Sighing.

"We'll anyways now it's our turn. Go ahead zayn. "

"Ok well we all debated. And we'll Lou.... Despite of everything we all love you. Pretty equally we would do anything for you. Die for you lie for you I don't know anything you wanted we would try and do it for you. But we know there could like only be one. So you would haw to choose one of us in the end. And I know it's hard. Since you just attempted suicide and everything. So now it's like we know you still love is and we still all love you. And will support your decision. " they all nod. Well that's comforting.

"Well thank you for understanding. But I don't know how I would really choose. " I admit.

"We'll the perfect date. " the perfect date?

"Yeah what?"

"Yeah see the perfect date we all take you out on a fate and the one you feel more loved on you choose. " hm not bad.

"Ok yeah that'll work. The perfect date so like who goes first. "

"We'll it'll be Liam Harry Niall and zayn. " Harry says.