It made me happy to feel your arms around me
And it made me sad to feel your absence
Resonate within me
Pulsate through my veins
And eat through every morsel of my being
From the inside out
I felt the walls of me crumble
You broke away every defense I had
And yet, I'm so glad you turned up with your wrecking ball strength
To destroy the parts of me that needed it
Late at night
Technically early in the morning
You cloud my thoughts and leave no room for anything else
I imagine your warmth in bed next to me
I find it hard to breathe
Without you holding me
So I'll stare at my ceiling
And think about you dreaming
And hope that maybe you see me
The same way I see you every night
Perfect and radiant
The one I can't live without
And it made me happy
