Can't you see?
The pain in me?
It hurts, it hurts so much.
I feel horrible in this life I have,
all I can ever remember is that I have music.
It pains me to know that you can't make me happy.
You don't have the answer,
neither do I.
Sometimes I just don't want it though,
'cause I'd like to spend my time with
music.
With the words that those strangers say.
They mean my life.
Each syllable picks me up.
I breathe the lyrics these people speak.
It's them that I turn to,
to take another look.
To find the things that I need to live for.
To read another book.
I can't tell you how much you guys mean to me.
I have no way to explain how I feel.
Angry
Sad
Broken
Tired
of everything there is.
There's no way that I could figure this out,
without you guys,
and my music.
I can't stress how much,
music is my soul.
How it reaches for me,
and pulls me out of this dark hole.
Even when I say those words,
even when I type the truth,
you should know that I love you,
that my love for you guys soars like the birds.
It's endless,
and full,
of a journey,
out of this abyss.
<3…I love you…<3
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