Pushing Boundaries (One Direction FanFic)

Chapter 6

This chapter is dedicated to @indiecrowns for the brand new cover. It is simply spectacular and thank-you so much!

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>Chapter 6<

 

 

 

 

The past few days had just blown by. I’m not sure if it seemed to be whisking by so quickly was because I was having so much fun with the lads, I had been recovering so well I forgot I even had a diabetic attack(s) just a few days ago, or because I had been spending a lot of “quality time” with Niall. However, I’m guessing it was probably a combination of everything.

My guitar playing had substantially improved opposed to just a few days before. The guitar lessons (well rather sessions as I cannot really refer to them as lessons as I’m not paying him) had definitely helped me to become a better player. Although, Niall persistently told me I was naturally gifted, I just didn’t believe it. If anything he was the naturally gifted one because when he played it was always perfect and never ceased to hitch my breathing. Simply put, it was breathtaking.

In only a few days, I had mastered “The A Team” and we had started on “Lego House”. My fingers had begun to start playing the chords easily, efficiently and swiftly. Most of the time I didn’t have to give it a second thought. Still, I was nothing compared to Niall.

Liam hadn’t really come around much since our fight a couple of nights ago. There was still tension between us which Niall and Louis had pick up on. However, Zayn and Harry seemed oblivious.

The jog I had embarked on this morning was meant to clear my mind, not arouse new thoughts. It had begun to put me at ease, with the whirlwind of events that had occurred. Although I had enjoyed my thoughts that had centered on Niall, but it didn’t help me to sort out my mixed emotions towards him.

I have to admit, I was a little confused about them. I had only known him for a few days and already he had made his mark. The way my heart went on an uncontrollable beating frenzy, just racing in my chest with his presence. The warm tingle that ran down the length of my spine whenever we touched. The butterflies that flitted gracefully around in my stomach whenever I gazed into his arctic blue eyes.

That wasn’t a coincidence, it meant something deeper. The truth I had been denying myself and urged myself to push it to the back of my mind the last couple of days. I fancied Niall. Obviously he felt something towards me. I have yet to decipher what exactly that is, but I’m almost positive the feeling is mutual that he fancies me too.

My pace quickened at the very thought as the excited energy coursed through my veins. I remained at that pace for a few moments, letting the energy burn off through exercise and simmer down. The thought repeated in my mind multiple times and I realized how naïve I had been from the start.

Again, I had to tug myself away from my thoughts. Slowing my jog down to a slower, steadier pace as I shouldn’t push myself quite that hard yet. Heck, I had only gotten out of the hospital four days ago and I was already jogging. I didn’t even know if I was supposed to be jogging this early, but oh well.

I directed my attention to the beautiful scenery around me and the music fill my mind, wisping me away from my thoughts.

The Sun had started its climb into the sky, most of its shimmering figure above the horizon. Its golden radiance shining brightly around me, marking the beginning of the day. The cobalt blue sky above me was decorated with a few lingering clouds in it. These clouds were the big, fluffy white kind of clouds that didn’t signal any harm or danger. They reminded me of a soft, fluffy, plush teddy-bear that was just beaming of innocence.