Pushing Boundaries (One Direction FanFic)

Chapter 5

>Chapter 5<

My mind was reeling with thoughts about everything that happened. My thoughts were foggy and hazy, I couldn’t quite focus myself to concentrate on them no matter how hard I tried.

Instead of focusing on my thoughts, I looked over at the lad still sitting just inches away from me. However, he had moved back slightly after I pulled back. An expression of something that looked like pain flashed across his face, before he realized that I was looking intently at him. Quickly, he composed an emotionless mask on his face and I could no longer read him. That look of hurt that had been there for only seconds, had left a pang in my gut. I had hurt this innocent boy.

His gaze flickered away from mine, no doubt he was embarrassed as he had practically told me how he felt just through one action. His lips had brushed mine for only a second, but it had sent my heart on an uncontrollable beating frenzy with a tingle of warmth that had travelled down my spine. I don’t think I have ever experienced such a heated sensation, it left me wanting more.

Honestly, I don’t know why I pulled away from his kiss. That split second where our lips touched, had left me craving more. Something inside kept me from doing it though, held me back against my will. This apparently wasn’t the right moment.

My gaze turned towards the sunset, which had mostly diminished behind the horizon. My vision had become a bit fuzzy, as the last of the colored orange and pink rays slurred together. My head felt light as balloon and was starting to spin. I felt as though I was on a merry-go-round, watching the world spinning around me.

What time was it? It was clearly late as the sun had set and the moon was now making its way into the sky. If it was as late as I think it was, then I was in trouble. I had completely forgot to take my insulin injection.

I grasped the side of my head, as I could feel the world beginning to slip out of my view. I forced myself to concentrate on staying conscious, as I couldn’t get pulled under. Especially not now.

My head was spinning at a million miles a minute as all my thoughts got jumbled and tossed together in a huge, confusing mass of hysteria. Squeezing my eyes shut, I fought against the urge that was beginning to wash over me of losing consciousness. Why was this happening to me now?

Eventually the swirling and slurring of my thoughts, and the shrill pain became unbearable. I surrendered myself and watched as the world faded away into nothing except what seemed like a distant memory. Somewhere off in the distance, I thought I heard someone faintly calling out to me.

The last thing I heard was someone saying, “Lydia, please stay with me.”

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“She’s not responding, bring it over immediately.”

A faint man’s voice echoed throughout the room. I didn’t feel like I was actually present, more like in a dreamland state off in my own fantasy.

“She’s falling, eighty over one hundred eighteen.”

A woman’s voice this time, which still seemed distance.

“Seventy-six over one hundred fourteen, fifty-two over eighty-six. She’s falling drastically fast.”

The same woman’s voice, it sounded panicked and stressed. Why on earth would she be?

“Get that thing over here now! We can’t lose this time!” The man’s voice boomed throughout the whole room. I swore I felt the room rock slightly.