Paris
I Screamed As I Laid In The Hospital Bed,In Labor."It's Going To Be Okay,We're Going To Have A Beautiful Baby Girl And Live Happily Ever After."Major Said Holding My Hand As I Squeezed His.
"Okay.."I Said Loudly As The Baby Fought In My Stomach."This Is So Beautiful.."Melody Said As She Videotaped Us."Melody Turn The Damn Camera Off."I Said Annoyed.
"No!This Is Creating Memories Girl."She Said And Kept Video Taping.I Rolled My Eyes And Waited For The Doctor To Say I Was Ready To Deliver.
It Had Been 14 Hours,And I Was So Ready And Happy When The Doctor Said,"Okay Let's Get Lil Paris Out!"He Said Cheerfully.
"Yay!"Melody Said Jumping Up And Down."Where's My Nigga Hayden At Mel?"Major Asked Melody Quickly."Not Answering His Phone As Usual."Melody Said,I Frowned.
"You Ready Paris?"My Doctor Asked,"Yes.."I Said Unsurely ."Okay Thats My Que To Leave ,Be Strong Babe!"Melody Said Walking Out Blowing Me Kisses.
"Okay!Lets Do This"He Said,I Grabbed Major's Hand.
"On The Count Of Three I'm Going To Say Push And I'll Need You To Push As Hard As You Can!"My Docter Said.
I Nodded Okay,"1.....2...3....Push!"He Said And I Pushed,Screaming As Well.
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After A Million Of Pushes The Baby Came Out,"Wait..."The Doctor Said."What?Whats Wrong?"I Asked Concerned.The Doctor Hit The Baby Gently,"What You Doing That For?"I Asked."The Baby Needs To Cry,It Shows The Baby Is Breathing,I Need The Baby To Breathe,"
"Why Is She Not Breathing?"I Asked Scared.The Doctor Tapped The Baby Some More,But The Baby Stayed Limp.I Started Tearing Up Cause I Already Knew What This Situation Was.
Melody
I Sat In The Waiting Room,With Messiah,Riley,Andre,And Hazel.
The Door Opened And We Stood Up Excitingly ,MJ Came Out With Teary Eyes ,They Were Sad Tears Though."What's Wrong?"I Asked."She's Asking For You And Hazel."He Said .
Hazel And I Walked In Confused,"She Wasn't Breathing ,She Was A St-Stillborn!"Paris Burst Into Tears As Soon As She Saw Us.
"Aw Shit,"I Started Crying Also As We Came To Her Side And Held Her."What Did I Do Wrong??"She Said Repeatedly While Crying.I Sat Beside Her And She Laid Her Head On My Stomach And Cried,"You Did Nothing Wrong Paris."I Said As I Wiped The Tears From My Eyes And Hers.
"Then Why?"She Asked Sobbing,I Didn't Know How To Answer.
Three Months Later
Paris
I Sat In MJ's Bedroom,It's Not Usual For Me To Pop Up Like This.But,He's Been Acting Weird The Past Few Weeks.
Ever since I Had A Stillborn,We've Been On Thin Ice,Honestly.We Have Been Trying To Work Things Out But It's Been Hard.Everytime I Look At Him I See Our Daughter.
Tonight I Was Going To Surprise Him,I Was Ready To Have Sex Again...Which We Haven't Done In Months.It Was Our Anniversary,He Had Asked Me Out To Dinner Earlier But I Turned Him Down..But I Only Decided That Because I Wanted To Surprise Him.
I Had Rose Petals From The Front Door Leading To The Bedroom.I Had Made Dinner,Lit Candles,But...Its 1 Am And He Hasn't Showed Up Yet.
I Had A Nice Lace Lingerie Bodysuit But His Absence Cut My Mood Off So I Grabbed My Sweats And Pulled Them On.
