The Thoughts And Things That Go Through My Head

losing friends

So...if you have ever lost a friend than your going to understand where I am coming from with this. Losing a friend sucks, plain and simple. It hurts and it sucks and I'm not going to sugar coat it and say I'm sure it will get better and I'm sure that things will work out and you can become friends again. Because that usually doesn't happen. Losing friends hurts, like hell. And no matter how close you are to them Wether it's your best friend in the whole world or it's a friend you have only had for a short amount of time it's still going to hurt. And it sucks, alot. But it will get better and I know it doesn't seem like It will and it seems like It's the and of the whole world, but I promise you, you will be okay, you will get better and you will find new friends who won't leave you and who will always respect you and who will always be there for you. It's hard, very hard. But once you find those friends it's amazing and it gets alot better. They will sit with you at lunch and stock up for you if you ever get in a fight. And they will be there for you when you have a break up. Its amazing. It's amazing knowing you have someone to talk to and confide in and have someone always there. Of you lose a friend very very close to you it hurts..it hurts alot...But you can either try and get them back or you can just let them leave you completely and not fight for them and live without them. It hurts that you know they won't be with you anymore but I know how it feels, I've list a very very close friend to me because we just simply stopped talking and it hurt, it hurt like hell but I didn't want to hurt that person and keep that person from being happy all because it upset me. So I just let them stay away from me and I regret it. We talk now, but it honestly isn't the same and I don't think it can ever be the same after you have kind of list that person so to speak. So you just have to continue your life as if they were never there and just be you. It gets better with time, I'm not saying you will be 100% better and just forget about them but it can get better and you can move on. It just takes time and patience from yourself as well as the people around you and also just don't think about them too much because you shouldn't stay in the past. The past is past and you should live in the present to experience the things going on now.