A Forgotten World

7- Answers

"Morning." He stated with a sleepy smile.

"Morning."

"So, before we get up, if you have any questions, go ahead and ask. Sam and I have a long day of research ahead." He told me.

"What do you guys do? You research a lot and you went to hell and I'm just so confused." I asked softly.

"We're hunters. Everything supernatural- ghosts, vampires, werewolves, demons, that hurt people, we hunt them. I sold my soul for someone and went to hell. I'm back now and ok. That was years ago. You must have just gotten a random vision of it." He explained.

"How long ago was I married to you then?" I asked. It wasn't that long ago that I had started talking to Dean.

"It'll be 7 years at the end of this month, so 7 years in a couple days." He explained. I don't know why, but I got mad.

"Why'd you keep me away for so long, Dean? How could you do that to me? I don't remember anything from then, but if you ever truly loved me, how could you send me away? How could you not love me enough to keep me here?" I ranted. At first he didn't reply but continued to lay there and let me calm down. I was furious but I thought about it all and gradually calmed down. I realized how I had totally yelled at him just a few minutes before. He had turned over and wasn't facing me anymore.

Tears fell down my face and I wasn't sure what to say. "Dean, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry and I-I don't even know what to say. I never should have yelled at you or said what I did, I'm just confused and scared and I'm sorry." I stated a mile a minute dreading the screaming match I thought would follow.

"Anna, why are you crying?" He asked quietly.

"I just said you didn't love me enough to keep me here just a few minutes ago. I got so mad when I shouldn't have. I don't want you to be mad at me and try to get me sent back." I told him honestly.

"Hey, it's ok. I know you're upset and confused. I'm not mad at you. I'm not sending you back. Ever. Why are you so scared?"

"I don't understand what happened because I don't remember anything. I'm scared that you're gonna end up being someone other than who I think you are. I'm scared that I made a wrong choice. And I'm scared I'm gonna do something to make you wish you hadn't talked to me." I explained.

"I totally get it. I know you don't remember. I'm exactly who you think I am- everything I'm telling you is true. The choice was hard and I get that. I love you to death and it's because I love you that I sent you away in the first place. Look, why don't I explain everything from the beginning and then you ask me any questions you have?" I nodded in agreement.

"Ok. So, you and I got married almost 7 years ago. We were madly in love-the most in love I've ever felt or seen anyone in. We got along really well except for a few fights here and there but we made it through it. We were suddenly attacked one day as we were trying to enjoy the weekend and you were in bad shape. You lived, but I couldn't deal with us hunting being the reason you died. I couldn't live with it. I determined the safest place for you was as far away from me as possible." He explained as simply as he could.

"How long ago did you send me away?" I asked, fearing the answer.

"5 years ago." He stated sadly. "To put it lightly, I was miserable. I was so lost without you. I begged Cas to get you back but he couldn't. He told me that by me sending you to another dimension, you didn't remember me or anything about our life. I was so mad. I didn't want to do that to you and I couldn't believe what I had done. I looked for every possible way to get you back and I couldn't find anything. I gave up for a while but I never gave up on you coming back to me. I recently started looking for ways again around the time of our anniversary last year. I was talking to Cas and I guess I asked something in such a way that Cas said he can communicate with you. I started using him to send you dreams and then through a fluky thing, I discovered I could talk directly with you. I've been to hell, Sam has too, I've been on the edge of death multiple times, and I just can't live without you any longer. I know I sound crazy and you're probably feeling like Carson right about now, so if it's too much to handle, I'm not keeping you here." He explained. A couple of his tears fell at his offer for me to leave.