I shoot up from my bed, hoping that was a dream, but my hand finds its way to my face. It's confirmed that, that was not a dream.
My head spins as I try to remember what happened after that violent act of Oliver. Even though he's a dick, and what he says is meant to hurt me, and I'm meant to ignore it, I think about it.
I grunt in frustration. I get up and grab a pillow, slamming it to the ground with all my force. 'what if I'm a bloody, useless faggot. Why does it matter. I DON'T GET HIM, UGH' I yell, picking up and slamming the pillow on the ground repeatedly.
After about a minute of throwing my pillow around the room and screaming. Pulling at my hair in frustration, I break down on the floor. Almost a puddle of tears.
I lie there crying, until a ding sounds from my phone in my duvet. I slowly get up and open my phone.
Dan Howell: walk out side
I look at his text in confusion. How does he know where I live. I walk out of my room and past my mums room, maybe she brought me back home. I won't disturb her though.
I walk out to the front of my house and look around. Did dan mean HE was here.
'RAH!' Dan suddenly jumps out from behind me. 'Ah!, oh my god dan, I hate you' I say laughing at him. 'Do you?' He pouts at me, though not being able to hold a laugh in any longer, we're both laughing our heads off.
'Wanna go for a walk?' He suggest, motioning to the street. 'Okay, but one question, how do you know where I live?' I say in confusion, looking straight (gay) into his chocolate brown eyes. 'I only live a few houses down' he says laughing, pointing to a house with a red roof and faded red bricks.
'Come ooonnn' Dan moans already walking down the street. 'Coming!' I yell after him running towards him smiling.
When I reach him, he, very suddenly, turns around and hugs me tight, and I hug back. I have no clue what so ever, of what this is meant to be for, but I enjoy it.
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Authors note:
Alrighty then! An extremely short chapter, but you'll all DEFINITELY loovveee this next chapter.
-emily xx
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What if. -completed-
RomanceWhat if PHIL found someone? Someone that was bi too? Phil, a boy at the age of 16 is gay... Well, bisexual. But more gay. He has no friends so far. he thinks that he'll never find anyone who is like him. But what if he does? What if.
