Dan and I are sitting on a park bench that's in between the distance of both of our houses. Both of our hands resting next to each other, I'm itching to hold hands with him, but I'm not sure.
'Want to take a walk?' Dan says quietly his eyes looking straight into mine. 'Yea sure' I reply, smiling at him.
After about 5 minutes of walking around the park, I grab Dan's hand. I don't know what I thought was going to happen, but Dan reacts the slightest by looking at me and smiling.
*time skip to about an hour later*
'HA! Beat that!, I won, I wwooonnn!' I cheer, I've just won Mario cart against Daniel Howell! 'Damn you Phillip...' Dan say crossing his hands in a playful manner. I slap his leg before jumping up and dancing and singing the lyrics to i write sins not tragedies by panic!. He gets up and starts singing with me.
After that small performance we're on the floor laughing.
'Here' dan says getting up and offering his hand to help me up. I take it and stand up right in front of him. 'Phillip lester...' He says almost whispering.
His face is so close to mine. 'Mm?' I question, looking him straight in his beautiful eyes. 'What are we?' He says, looking down and grabbing both my hands. 'I don't know, you tell me' I say, with difficulty, smirking at him.
I rest my hands on his shoulders, again looking him in the eyes. 'Boyfriends?' He asks, obviously afraid, as his voice is shaking ever so slightly.
I don't say anything. I just press my lips against his. A wave of warmth covers my whole body. I never in my life thought I'd get to this point.
Dan grabs the he, of my shirt and pulls my onto the couch and kisses me back. We're both kneeling on the couch. My hands around his waist, and his pulling my collar. Both of us attempting to pull each other closer, possible or not.
Our lips part within about a millimetre. 'I love you Phil ' dan says against my lips, causing me to smile. 'I love you too Dan' I say, smiling both physically and mentally.
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Authors note:
Was I killing you with suspense?😂 I'm enjoying writing this book so freaking much!
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What if. -completed-
RomanceWhat if PHIL found someone? Someone that was bi too? Phil, a boy at the age of 16 is gay... Well, bisexual. But more gay. He has no friends so far. he thinks that he'll never find anyone who is like him. But what if he does? What if.
