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Jimin's POV:

My hair, messy, my body, unclean. My bed, unmade with me still tangled in it. I rested my head on soft pillow and closed my eyes. Jeon Jungkook. I couldn't get him out of mind. The way he blew me off at the date. 2 extremely painful weeks. I thought. I hadn't heard one word from the dark haired boy.

Seonyeon had visited me, countless times, but still she wasn't him. I closed my eyes again, my thoughts drifting away.

My eyes flickered open coming face to face with a smiling Jungkook. His mouth curled into a smile once he saw I was awake. Our legs tangled under the blanket.

"You look so cute when your sleeping." Jungkook said making me blush and giggle. He leaned over and kissed me softly on the cheek.

"What do you want to do today?" I ask smiling. "I want to stay here....with you." I smiled, he was so cute. I turned around to face the edge of my half of the bed. I felt two strong arms wrap around my waist, engulfing me with warmth. "Park Jimin I love you..." He whispered softly into my ear, his soft breath shooting shivers down my spine, creating goosebumps.

I turn back around to face him and place one hand softly on his cheek. He smiles at me lovingly as I push all the hair out of his dark eyes. I lean in and kiss him. His soft lips touching mine, moulding around mine. His hands traveling down to my waist.

I slowly pull away, smiling. "Jeon Jungkook, I love you too...."

I'm awoken by someone bashing on my front door. I groan. I pull off the covers and walk down the stairs and to the door. Still looking like a mess. I ruffle my hair as I approach the door. I pull open the door closing my eyes from the tiredness. When I open them I almost pass out.

"Hi..." Jeon Jungkook.... "Where the hell have you been for the last 2 weeks!?" I yell. "Jimin let me explain, can I come in?" Part of me wanted to slam the door in his face, the other wanted to engulf him in a hug and never let him go. "Fine."

"Jimin I'm sorry...." He began. "This past 2 weeks have been a hectic, emotional whirl for me. First of all I'm really sorry for not accepting your date invite. I honestly wanted to go. I promise! But when you were calling me one of my friends that knew Hoseok was over. He was telling me about how Hoseok had requested to be buried next to Iseul, in America. They found a note he wrote addressed to us.

This was around the time you called, I was packing my bags to leave and Nam Joon was getting in the car. I couldn't answer cause he told me we were already late and pulled me into the car. We left for America the same day as you spammed me with texts, but my phone was out of range so some of them didn't come until I returned to Korea.

In America we had a funeral service and I was given the chance to speak at it and read the note he wrote to us.

Dear Jungkook and Nam Joon,

Hi, I'm sorry I never told you guys any of this. But I wanted to look happy for you guys. You two were my only real friends. Thank you. I'm sorry I couldn't be strong enough to stay, but it became too much.

My father was abusive and I had so much self hatred for my self. Iseul was the only person who knew, she taught me how to use makeup to cover up my bruises. When she died I disappeared for a few weeks, that was when I became seriously depressed.

Enough about my sad life.

I only have one request for my death. Please burry me next to Iseul in America, I beg you.

Please stay strong you two.

I love you guys

Bye, Hoseok

I'd read the note over and over each night I was there. After the funeral I still had a few things to sort out there, but there wasn't one moment where I wasn't thinking about you Jimin.... I know you probably hate me for doing this to you, but please, forgive me.... " he trailed off, almost in tears. I sat there on the edge of my bed just stunned.

"Jimin please, just say something! Anything!" He pleaded. I was still processing all the information I had gotten.

"Please! Yell at me! Slap me! Call me a jerk! Just say something!" He yelled, a tear sliding down his cheeks.

He blinked once more and the flood gates opened, he was full on crying. He turned away. "I'm sorry Jimin...." He said before walking out the door.

"Stop."

Emotional AF chapter for you. I really put my heart into this chapter so I hope you guys like it. If theres any grammar or spelling mistakes im sorry. It's kinda late and I'm too tired to change it. I'll fix it later.

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Anyway I need to go shower.

I smell like sweat and gym.

Bye my fam

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