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Love me before you lose me

Jimins POV:

The walls of my apartment made me feel confined and constricted. I needed to leave.

I texted Jungkook one more time before I left.

From Jimin

Dear Jungkook

I never meant for this to happen, or to hurt you. That was never my intention. You must know how sorry I am. I miss you, I know I cheated on you, and that must be hard for you to deal with, but please eventually, one day forgive me...

I still love you...Taehyung and I aren't a real thing I've told him his boundaries and limits. It is currently 1:30am and I have been staring at the same wall in my house quietly crying. I am very sorry Jungkook. Please please please forgive or take me back.

It is still raining and my room makes me feel like a prisoner being locked up for his crimes. I'm sorry I broke you heart.

I'm considering leaving the country for a bit I need some head space and time. They say time can heal and I believe it will. I promise I will see you one day goodbye...

Sent 1:32am

I plugged up my sink and filled it with water, till there was a reasonable amount to almost bathe a child in. I held my phone above the water and before I had second thoughts let go, it plummeted before splashing into the water.

I still wasn't satisfied, so I drained the water cleaned the phone and opened up with window staring out into the storm I threw the phone out, watching as it flew through the rain slowly losing height as it dropped to the ground, smashing into multiple pieces.

I grabbed a hiking bag. Just a bag. I decided I was going to travel a whole using savings I had earned and I would travel light, just one big bag to last me the whole trip. I packed the necessities and a notebook to write in. I took a cab to the airport and got a flight that very day. By 3:00am I was gone.

Goodbye Jungkook.

1 year and 6 months later...

"s-sorry, i'll be back in a sec just need to take this call." jungkook stammered out, quickly scrambling out of the room.

"hello?"

"hello mr jeon, this is the london hospital, we have jimin here, hes in a critical condition, he tried to commit suicide..."

jungkooks heart stopped.

jimin did what?

AND THAT IS IT. I am ending this book. Cause I feel it's sorta long, and I have no more ideas any more.

But have no fear, more of my shitty writing will be coming up I will publish another book soon and you guys can enjoy that.

Thank you so much for all the support I received and still continue to receive it means a huge deal to me so thank you!!

Oki bye guys!