scars - a jay mcguiness fanfiction

Chapter 4 - safe

Walking through the dark city streets felt kinda different this time. Knowing that I was safe and nothing could hurt me now just made it better and made me feel relieved. Holding jays warm hand in mine, also made me feel better about walking through the streets. As it was late, I'd usually be worried and terrified because I'd usually be on my own. But with jay, I didn't care, I almost felt a connection between us already, but who was I kidding. He wouldn't want me! and i dont even know how i feel about tom now either. 

"Right we're here now" jay said as we walked up the pathway to his front door. He rustled about with his keys before he pulled them out of his pocket and inserted them into the door. He opened the door and stood back to let me walk in through the doorway first. What a true gentleman he was.

I took a look around. The stairs being directly in front as you walk in and the living room was to the right. It looked pretty swish for a man of his age. "Nice place you have here, jay!" I said whilst taking my broken stilettos off and dumping them in the pile of shoes in the hallway. "thanks :) I have tried to make it look nice" he said whilst walking into the living room and plonking himself down on the sofa. I followed him, feeling sort of awkward. He switched the tv on and sat there with the glow from it on his face that also lit up the room. He must have realised I was standing there watching him because he looked at me and patted the sofa, giving me a signal sit down next to him. I smiled awkwardly as i plonked myself down on the sofa, right next to jay. I sat and looked at the tv but my eyes got distracted as I was being nosey by looking around the room. I couldn't help but notice a big sort of poster that had five quite good looking guys on it if I do say so myself. I saw the words 'the wanted' on it. "hey, jay. What's that?" I said whilst pointing to the poster. "Oh, I must have forgotten to tell you.." "Tell me what?" "I'm a member of the boy-band called The wanted" I sat and paused. "..you mean the one that sung glad you came, and chasing the sun?!" I said trying to contain my excitement. "Yeah that's us!! You're a fan then?!" "Yes! I love you guys. I mean the songs, I love the songs." He laughed. "But why would you want to 'rescue' me..?" I was sort of shocked that someone as famous as jay would actually want to know a skank like me and actually help me. I notice that he shuffled in his seat a little, I heard his loud swallow almost showing that he was nervous. "...it doesn't matter. Look.." He stood up "just go and have a shower sweetie, you look like you could do with a nice warm shower." He held my hand and led me upstairs into his room. "But what stuff am I going to wear?" I continued. "Err you can borrow my t-shirts for a while" it sounded like a good idea, but I couldn't just live in his clothes! Who knows how long I was gonna stay for! "What about..." "About?" He replied. "About my underwear etc. I can't just live from your clothes as well." "Well we can go shopping tomorrow and I'll buy you whatever you want, how does that sound?" He said whilst getting out a fresh towel and a shirt for me. "Perfect. Thank you jay" I said as I kissed him on the cheek. I couldn't wait to get in the shower though. All I wanted to do is get the dirty remains of Tom off of me. The smell of sex and blood lingered on my skin.

I closed the bathroom door behind me. Jay said not to worry because he'd be waiting in the bedroom next door. I knew that he wouldn't leave me though i still had some fear that he would leave me too, just like everyone else has in my life. 

I took off my dress and threw it on the floor. i'll be glad to see the back of that dress. it holds too many bad memories, one of which being the happenings of tonight.

I turned on the shower and stepped in, immediately to feel the warmth of the water running down my body. Oh my it felt good. I washed myself three times to make sure the sex was washed off of me. I actually felt clean for once and my hair felt soft and smelt fruity. I got out and slipped jays t-shirt on me before walking out back into the bedroom, where I found jay sitting on the bed watching me walk to the bed. "do I look better?" I asked him. "you look fine, like always" I laughed at his charm.I layed down on the bed, looking up at the ceiling. i could feel his eyes on me, watching me breathing. I told you I felt a connection and he could obviously too, but maybe I was just being silly. He leaned over my body and kissed me passionately on the lips. I did not expect that. "wow jay" I said, in shock. "I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't have done that, you're too fragile at the moment" he said playing with his fingers. "no." I said certainly; I pulled him down again, and we kissed. His lips were so soft. 

Things progressed. his tongue wet my bottom lip, asking for entrance into my mouth and he won because i was just so overwhelmed at what was happening. his hand roamed my body, feeling my breasts and squeezing them every so often. his hands made it to the bottom of the shirt that I was wearing and he pulled it up over my head and threw it on the floor. He stood there and stared at my bruise and cut infested body. I felt like he was judging me, I didn't like this as i felt quite uneasy. I tried to pull the covers over me to stop my body from being seen, but he pulled it straight off me. "dont. you're so beautiful, sophie. however many bruises and cuts you have, it will never change how beautiful you are." He started to kiss my neck, kissing away all the pain. His soft touch covered my stomach, feeling his hand on my breast. He was so gentle. "Oh jay." I said as I closed my eyes with pleasure.

His hand eventually went down to my pussy. He opened my legs wide and kissed up my thighs, kissing the bruises as he goes. He got closer to my entrance, I could feel his warm soothing breath against me. He looked up at me; I smiled down at him, almost giving him permission to do me.

I closed my eyes as I knew what was about to come. His long fingers stroked my pussy but I winced in pain. "shh, baby," he said. "this isnt gonna hurt." he continued. i felt nervous but i know that i can trust him and from what hes been doing so far, hes nothing like tom. His touch became gentle, almost washing away the pain and the memory of what happened earlier. I suddenly felt his soft wet tongue on my clit. he paused and then went back to it. He circled it, making me grow wetter. I couldn't help but give out a little moan, shortly followed by a moan from jay. I knew he was turned on, I could see his member growing hard and fast.

He entered 2 fingers in me, starting off slow. "oh fuck jay" I moaned and groaned at the pleasure. He then went faster and added in another finger, twisting them, hitting my g spot every time. I could feel my knees growing weak at the pleasure. he kept pumping his fingers, i had  my fingers intwined with his as he carried on with the other hand. he licked my clit at the same time and i moaned. i could feel him smile against my pussy. only a few more pumps and I could feel myself cumming. "J-jay..I'm g-gonna..c-cum..oh god," I wrapped my fingers deep into his curls, making his tongue hit my clit as fast and hard as his fingers were entering in and out of me. "Cum for me, soph." He looked up at me. He just turned me on even more and I closed my eyes and sprayed my juices on his fingers and face. "Mm, you taste so good.." He said whilst licking his fingers before bringing them up to my mouth for me to taste. I licked up all my juice from his fingers whilst i put my hand down and started circling my clit. He pulled down his boxers revealing his cock. It was so big, I felt myself getting turned on even more.

He took his cock in his hands and wiped it against my slit, wiping up all the cum with it, then he pushed it into my dripping wet pussy. He gave me time to adjust to him, but I just begged him to give it to me more. The room was filled with moans and profanities being said to each other. but it felt so good and he made me feel so good. The sound of his hips hitting mine as he went faster also filled the room and it turned me on even more. "Fuck you're so tight" he exclaimed as he grabbed my hips and pulled me more towards him, making his cock go deeper into me.

I could feel my orgasm learing again. "jay oh my god im gonna cum" 

he closed his eyes "me too baby, me too," 

after a few more thrusts, we both came together. after we finished riding our high, he collapsed by the side of me and we were both breathing heavily. the room was silent for a minute whilst we both tried to catch our breath. i closed my eyes and buried my head in his chest as i could feel his fingers in my hair. 

"im tired jay," i said. "wear you out did i?" he said with a little chucklle. i layed there and felt the warmth of the laugh and his body. i could hear the faint sound of his heartbeat in my ear and i was so happy and relaxed. the most happy and relaxed ive been for a while. 

"night babe," he whispered. as his bedside lamp went out. he pulled the covers tight over us as we both silently just fell asleep.