T5W Parivan Oneshots

Heartache

Personally, I'd rather be shot a dozen times then have my heart torn in half.

My life is a mess.

Ringer thinks I love her but it's really Cassie who I love. Ringer is in love with me and she thinks that I reciprocate her feelings. I can't tell her the truth because I can only imagine how much it will hurt her. Cassie probably doesn't like me anyway.

I'm falling into a deep depression, every time I watch Cassie kiss Evan it kills a part of me. Sometimes I just want to kill myself. Late at night I take out my razor blade and cut my arms. The blade sinks deep into my soft flesh and dyes my skin a crimson red.

It's just too much to take. The world is falling part and I have to sit and watch the love of my live make out with another guy? It's just too much. I've tried before, I tried to get her to like me but she never showed any interest.

I heard noises down the hall. I thought Cassie was hurt so I went to see what was going on. I would forever regret opening that door.

Cassie was laying on top of Evan half naked and they were practically sucking each other's faces off.

That did it. I stormed out of the room crying. I knew what I had to do.

I ran towards the bathroom, Cassie running after me. I slammed the door shut and locked it, so Cassie couldn't get in.

I took out my gun and raised it to my head but before I did so I took out a pen and paper.

I could never stand seeing you and him together. I'm sorry. Said the tear-stained paper.

As soon as Cassie heard the gunshots she kicked the door down. I couldn't bare to see the look on her face when she saw my lifeless body lying on the ground. Seconds later Ringer came to my side and started crying. Everyone was crying by this point.

Before I slipped into unconsciousness I heard 4 last words come out of Cassie's mouth. "I love you Ben."

Hey I thought I should update so I just opened wattpad and threw this together as I thought of things to write. So I literally wrote this in about 15 minutes so if it sucks you know why.

Did you notice that the first line from this chapter is a quote from The Last Star? Rick Yancey tweeted it.

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