Sober.

Twelve.

I jumped in to his arms as soon as he walked off the plane, he laughed in to my neck as I kissed him all over. "I missed you so much love." I wrapped my legs around his torso as he carried me to the car. "I missed you more Zayn." "I can't wait to get you home in bed naked on our sheets.." "What else Zayn?" Louis said as he laughed, I rolled my eyes and got in to my car. He punched Louis, "Ow love that really hurts you know." "Louis want me to kiss it?" "Oh no you don't bye guys see you in a couple days!" They all waved goodbye and went there separate ways, Zayn drive to my house quickly, we both wanted each other it had been almost two months and waiting wasn't are friend.

We ripped off each other's clothes quickly before kissing each other deeply. He rubbed at my boobs as I moaned out. "Sel did they get bigger?" I giggled, "I think so." "Mmm I love it baby."

I woke up in a tangle the sheets, blankets and clothes strewed everywhere. I definitely needed to call the maid today. I grabbed at Zayn's hand and intertwined our fingers as they fit so perfectly. "You are so beautiful, you know that?" I felt my cheeks get hot and I hid my face in his beautiful chest. "Hey hey sel look at me." He smiled as I look at him, "those beautiful eyes and those big lips ugh I love them." "I love you too." Shit did I just say that? He said he loved my lips not me fuck I'm such a screw up. "I love you sel." I lifted my head to smile at him. "You do?" "Of course." I got on top of him and kissed him deeply what was this boy doing to me? I've never felt this way before. I sat up and look down at him and that's when I noticed my stomach growing, but it was all lower weight. Fuck was I pregnant? This was definitely ruin everything that we started.

I called my doctor on the phone as I had the shower on so Zayn wouldn't hear. "Hi doctor Miller? It's Selena Gomez I need appointment today if that can be possible." "Of course what seems to be the problem?" "I think I might be pregnant." I heard a silence on the phone, I had a plan not to get pregnant till I was at least 25 my career was just starting I couldn't take care of a child right now, could I? And Zayn what about Zayn? He would leave me for sure. "How about 12 this afternoon?" "That's great thank you so much!" I hung up and jumped in the shower what on earth was I going to do?

I got to the office quickly, Zayn had rehearsal so I had some time to myself. I had my hair tied in a ponytail with a baseball cap on and sunglasses, and I was dressed like a normal person hoping no one would recognize me.

"Miss Gomez it's so great to see you!" I shook her hand nervously and smiled. "It's okay to be nervous I understand but you need to breathe sweetie." I let out a huge breathe and smiled, "So we had you pee and we did a test you are in fact pregnant the test says about 8-9 weeks, now if you would like we could still do an abortion but I would like if you talked to the father first." "No the abortion please." "Okay we can schedule it for later today if you would like." "Yes please." "Of course miss Gomez."

I cried as I sat on the couch I knew this was a horrible thing to do but I needed to do this for me and Zayn. And I could never give up my child I would get to attached and back out, I know myself I love babies way to much to give my own up so this was the only option I had.

Zayn walked in to me crying and eating everything possible. "Oh baby what's wrong?" "Did you know you can pregnant on period sex?" "No I didn't why love." "Oh I just watched something about it." "Sel I know when you're lying tell me what's wrong my love." "Zayn your gonna hate me." "I will not tell me." I sobbed out more as he took the food out of my hands and pulled me on his lap. "Zayn I was pregnant but I'm getting an abortion in an hour." He looked at me shocked oh he was pissed I knew I shouldn't of told him but I needed to it was killing me inside. "You are not getting an abortion, this is our baby we will take care of it and love it unconditionally you understand me." He rubbed my belly softly. "Wow I was wondering why it was hard while we were having sex." I giggled through the tears and kissed him softly. "I love you Zayn." "I love you Selena Marie."