Sober.

Five.

"I guess the on again off again couple are back together and it looks like they can't get enough of each other." The lady on the tv goes on and on about me and Justin usual. I smile over to the kitchen to see a shirtless Justin cooking away. I got up and ran towards the kitchen before jumping up on the counter and sitting. Justin walked over to me opening my legs and standing between them as he just stared at me. "I'm so damn lucky." I felt a blush rise to my cheeks before I pushed his hat off his head as I leaned down and kissed his very kissable lips.

After breakfast we decided to just lay in bed and talk. "Do you still have feelings for him?" He said as he laid in between my legs while rubbing them softly. "What do you mean?" "Zayn, I can see it in your eyes, the way you look at him you never looked at me like that except for this morning when I kissed you." I felt a blush as I remember our little make out session that turned in to oral sex on the kitchen table. "I don't really know Justin." "Do you want to be with me?" "Of course I do." I said as he looked up at me and smiled. "I still love you Sel." "I love you more." I kissed his lips softly as he pulled himself towards me then on top of me, he bit and sucked on my neck as I giggled away that was always my tickle spot and he knew it." "Justin stop." He laughed and kissed me one the lips softly before laying down next to me. "I love you." "I love you too." But I knew I was lying to him and myself as I said it.