Sober.

Thirteen.

I woke up to Zayn snoring in my ear. I rubbed my belly lightly and smiled, "I'm sorry I ever thought of doing that my precious love mommy does love you." I felt Zayn move and kiss my forehead. "This is our miracle." I turned towards him and kissed him softly at first but then he pulled me on top of him and started kissing me harder and having me grind in to his lap. "Babe let me make sure it's okay for the baby for us to do this." Way to ruin the mood but I didn't wanna tell him, he was being a sweet man. All of a sudden tears fell down my face my life emotions were already all over the place and I just found out I'm pregnant, but I guess being pregnant for nine weeks already changes your moods. "Love what's a matter?" He looked at me with worried eyes like he did something wrong. "It's nothing I don't even know why I'm crying." He smiled and picked me up. I placed my legs around him and my arms around his neck. "It's okay everything is going to make you a little emotional, how about we go but those pillows you wanted at target?" I felt my mood lighten and a smile form on my face. "Okay." I kissed him lightly as he place me on the ground.

I fixed my makeup quickly before we rushed out the house and in to the car towards target.