nepetas last goodbye

(last part) stay safe karkat....

                                                                            Kanayas point of view

I come home to a quiet house small whispers here and there, it wasn't to concerning till i couldn't find karkat, all the thoughts i came to fear... came true... all i could do was run to karkats room when I opened the door, a bright flash filled with my screams.... he did it... I stood in the door way to his bedroom, my knees failing to keep me up, I dropped down not wanting to believe the sight in front of me.... I-I- I lost him... I wasn't quick enough... tears that threaten to fall stayed in the pool in my eyes, sighing as i looked down there was nothing i could do... i called the police to come get him... while they were at the house i stayed quiet looking away when they brought his body out in the black bag i feared the most. i walked to the door after they were done, closing the door gently.. sighing... walking to his room that was once filled with life now a dark and gloomy room. i walked over to his desk grabbing his note book and crab plushie i didn't dare look at the blood cover wall, i walked out with both things in hand, reading what he had written

" KANAYA IM SORRY BUT I NEED TO DO THIS, I CANT KEEP LIVING WITH THIS GUILT, I KNOW I WAS THE ONE THAT MADE NEPETA COMMIT SUICIDE... THERE IS NO DOUBT IN MY MIND.... I NEED TO BE WITH HER... KANAYA.... I NEED YOU TO STAY BRAVE.... I WANT YOU TO STAY STRONG.... PLEASE? FOR ME AT LEAST... I KNOW IM NOT HERE ANYMORE... BUT ILL BE WATCHING OVER YOU FOR NOW ON WITH NEPETA IN MY ARMS.... IM SORRY KANAYA... I LOVE YOU WITH all my heart just please stay strong..."

sighing at the paper i couldnt help but to smile softly.. "Be Careful Karkat.... Please Find Your Way To Nepeta Safely" smiling i walked over to the trash can and though away the paper walking back over to karkats room i locked the door, never going to be opened again i though to my self. i walked away from the door with the crabs claw in my hand so it was dangling.

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                                                                      kARKATS POINT OF VIEW!!!!!!!

i woke up to a very bright place... "where am i?"  I though as i stood up looking around i didn't notice anything i looked down and i see kanaya walking to the trash can... "did it not work??? was i saved?" i though as i waled around for a bit looking behind me i see wing? i freak out for a bit not knowing what they are till i hear a familiar voice 

":3< Karkitty? is that mew?"

"NEPETA???" I turn around quickly looking at the very familiar person in front of me i practically starting running at 

":3< KARKITTY!!!" nepeta ran at me we got to each other pulling each other in to a very tight hug tears were being shead.... 

"IM SORRY NEPETA.... IM SO SORRY' i cried in to her shoulder feeling weak...

":3< its okay karkitty... you shouldn't have killed your self though you could have had a better life down there then up here..." she said softly he face buried in my shoulder

"I COULDN'T LIVEkNOWING WHAT I DID WAS THE CAUSE OF THIS... I LOVE YOU NEPETA.... IM NEVER LETTING YOU GO EVER.... IM SO SORRY...." i held her tighter 

"IM NEVER LETTING GO..." that was the last thing i remember saying to her before things settled down, nepeta... im finally home.... some where i belong...