nepetas last goodbye

never knew

kanayas p.o.v

i feel terrible. i dont know how to help karkat. i truly dont.

karkat misses nepeta so much its hardly bearable to watch him though this much of pain. i wish there was something more i can do for him. but im so very afraid for him ever since nepeta left us he hasn't been acting like himself anymore. he's hasnt been yelling alot. he's stayed away from most of everyone except me. he doesnt talk to anyone any more. im starting to be come really worried. whats going on with him? i dont know but i want to find out. i truly want to. the other day i found him with his wrists slashed and his blood everywhere all i could do was comfort him while he sat there crying in to my arms. i want him to get better. i want him to be himself again. but i know that wont happen because of nepeta being gone. he never told anyone except me that he had red feelings for her but he was too afraid to tell anyone. im afraid if he continues this he will cull himself. if he does that i dont know what i will do i would feel bad. i would feel as if it was my fault for not being there for him trying to stop him. but i wont let that happen. i wont let him cull himself he is my morail and i will never let anything happen to him. i need you to be strong karkat. please stay strong.

(a/n hey guys omg thank you for the reads and the votes i really love you guys. but i have one question for you guys so please read. so i let karkat stay alive or kill himself. sorry im playing hussie at the moment. heh. love you guys and stay safe!!! Please))