thirteen ways to forget everything

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one lover,

long forgotten,

she fades from olive to pale.


two caretakers,

identities suppressed

after leaving me in this cage.


three children

that never stop by

to refresh my ancient memory.


four grandchildren

never call anymore,

enshrining me in isolation.


five meals a day

turns into three.

the numbers are beginning to vanish.


six distant friends

i used to see for breakfast,

have crawled into their soil beds.


seven books

perched on the counter, withering.

words unread by a blinded man.


eight letters

from eight great-grandchildren

that will forever slip my mind.


nine decades

passing before my colorless eyes.

my age, an unpredictable myth.


ten simple buttons

i can no longer use

to dial my unrecalled family.


eleven minutes pass

as i stumble around my room

unable to put on a shirt.


twelve hours in a day,

but six are spent staring at a wall,

the only thing i'm capable of.


thirteen walls in this room,

that i cannot count.

my brain seems to have packed its bags.

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