I Hate Loving Him

Hell!

Jayys POV.

Fag, Emo, queer, gaylord, cutter thats what im called in the halls. I walk to my first class which is Pe. I walk to the locker room to see my crush/bully taking off his shirt and jeans while grabbing his PE shorts I turn to look away but its to late, Andy saw me staring at him. Heat rises to my cheeks and I walk away before he can say or do anything. I get into a stall and change, Im way to self concious to change near my locker which is across Andy's and his group of friends. As im walking out I feel someone grab my waist I turn to see Andy alone "liked what you saw" he whispered with a smirk. I try to get away but he pulls me closer to his chest .Were roughly the same height which is weird cause around 6ft.I look deeply into his eyes while blushing i nod my head into a small yes. I hear Ashley laugh I turn but come face to face with a camera.Oh god. "Well,well well. I'll be damned. You were right, Andy, the fag does have a crush on you." Ashley Purdy laughed. "told you. know give me my camera i need to see it." I felt like crying but I won't I will not give him the pleasure of seeing me in Pain not anymore.He has been making my life a living hell for too long. Calling me names, beating me, making fun of me with his little squad. Ima change im no longer gonna be a wimp. Ill make sure they never mess with me anymore.