I Hate Loving Him

Sexuality. and. love.

Andy's POV

You must be questioning if Im gay and like the Faggit.Well no Im not gay Im Bi and yes I like him but he broke my heart. And I hope to retun the favor. Thats why i beat him, he deserves it. I hurt him Phisically But he hurts me Emotionally. Especially when He looks cute and Is talking to other guys. like REALLY. HES MINE. but he will regret turning me down.
*Flashback*
We were friends in 8th grade before mother nature came to me. So I was scrawny~attractive, but not so much. But Jayy. Damn. Mother nature did him right since 7th grade. I was questioning my sexuality and I liked him. I wanted to tell him since he was my bestfriend. But it didnt go as expected he said 'I dont feel that way about you and I dont think, no wait im sure ill never ever will' 'But Jayy I like you I....-I thought you liked me too.' 'No I dont Andy I think we should just stay friends.' well i cant do that it hurts to see as he goes on dates and flirts it hurts so much." *end of f.b*
I will always love him but if i cant have him nobody can and nobody will. The guys know im bi but they don't know I like him like that.I WANT him. I NEED him. I just want to hold him and love him but he didnt let me. I want to love him and i want him to love me but if he doesnt allow it nobody can have him.NOBODY. Ill break his heart but Ill be there to pick up the pieces. I Am In love With Mr.JayY VoN hopefully one day. Mr.JayY BiersacK