I Hate Loving Him

Regret

so this is jayy know after dahvie dolled him up
He has the hair style in the bottom but the hair color from the top aka know
thats his make up and lipstick.
Next chapter will be intresting
Those with the eye shadow are his eyebrows to except there a light purple

Andys Pov

I wasnt able to sleep all night, Jayys water eyes haunted me. He looked so broken. But he didnt cry. He decided to 'play' the 'game'. I dont know what that means or what hes gonna do. Right know Im in Target with Jinxx getting paint and a hard drive for my part of the project. We were walking to the crayola section when i see this tall, beautiful, girl that looks like Jayy. We walked closer to her and saw it was Jayy but he shaved of on side of his longish hair and dyed it purple with black strikes. "J-Jayy?" He turned and looked at me with...disgust. He looked absolutely beautiful and I never hated my self more then I do at this moment. He turned back to this Tall dude dressed in black. Chris Fucking Motionless. "Come on babe the wind blew in shit." You see chris is freaking loving and shit so hes bi he thinks love has no gender. Jinxx was trying to pull me away from Jayy while Jayy got Chris by the hand but Chris decided Jayy couldnt walk and carried him bridal style. But while he was walking past me the butt head decided to whisper "Thanks for being a dick bro. Ive loved him since forever" He said while walking away "And Know I have the man I love" He captured Jayys lips and kissed him. Jayy kissed back but broke it to whisper something in Chris's Ear. Chris smiled at him and mouthed 'whatever you want' WTF. I started walking towards chris with my hands balled into fists but Jinxx got my arm and pulled me away "what the jinxx He knows i like Jayy why would he do that to me" I asked frustrated "Andy you need to let Jayy be already Hes happy with Chris let him be happy Andy. I know you love him but he cant trust you." I cant live without Jayy I love him so much it hurts.