Do You Miss Me? 'Cause I Miss You

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Frankie,

I'm very sad.
I don't come to school because I'm not well at all, and I miss you. I miss you so much.
I need to see those two eyes of indefinite color that I love so much.
Do you miss me? 'Cause I miss you.
Do you know how I feel when I don't see you?
I feel lost, sad, alone.
The only reason to live is to see your face every day, but maybe I can no longer see it because I don't have the strenght to see you and know that you're not mine.
You're the only one who can see my soul.
I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
The loneliness is haunting me.
Don't let me drown in the fear.
It was a lie when they smiled and said "You won't feel a thing" because it hurts, a lot.
Give me a reason to believe in myself, please, give me only one reason.
My little angel.
It's better to die of illness, a disease that kills you slowly and painfully, or commit suicide?
Chemo is the worst thing I've ever done, and no one knows that. I'm weaker day by day. All my hair are abandoning my body, it's an agony.
I didn't  say anything 'cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
I love you.
I don't know if you'll ever be able to hear it from my lips.
You don't know how much I hate this life, if you can call it a life...
You always say "Think happy thoughts", but how can I think happy thoughts if I'm gonna die?

Gee

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