Geek No More

Chapter 6 - [Not Now]

We're in a place that is full of books and its like an old place or library I think, but this is not important anyway. I need to learn their language not for the company but because learning new things is quite fun.

We walked in side the place and wow! So cold here, all I thought is, this place is so creepy because of the outer design of the building but when I got in side, I admit that it really surprises me. Maybe this is an another idea for our bracketing market. Thanks for the idea!

"Amanda Anastacia Urzkree, I introduced you to this place, the house of learning different languages."

Ethan's POV

Susulitin ko muna yung mga panahon na hindi pa natututo si Amanda mag tagalog, kasi this is the only way I can express my feelings to her. Hindi naman sa nagpapaka martyr ako. Yung tipong kahit alam kong mahal nila ng boyfriend niya ang isa't isa, pinagpapatuloy ko paring mahalin ang isang babaeng may mahal ng iba.

Masakit syempre, sa sitwasyong to kasi, lumalabas na ako yung naiipit, ako yung panggulo, ako yung kaibigan lang. Well I admit na pagpapaka martyr nga tong ginagawa ko. In some point wala namang patutunguhan to, pero may nararamdaman ako na konting attachments pa, baka sakaling matutunan din akong mahalin ni Amanda. 

What am I thinking? HAYYYYYY! 

Nandito kami ni Amanda kasalukuyang naghahanap ng mga libro para matuto na siyang mag tagalog. Parang ansakit nanaman, kasi ito na nga lang yung natatanging paraan para masabi ko lahat ng gusto kong sabihin sa kanya, ibubuking ko pa yung sarili ko.

I don't know why? I don't know how? Pero kasi her smile instantly captured my sleeping heart. Corny na kung corny, but I think I'm just in loved. Oh c'mon! I cannot undo this feelings. Parang ito na kasi yung naka default sa puso ko. Ang mahalin siya. Cannot be erased, nor undo!

"Amanda, what if maglibot libot muna tayo?" sabi ko sakanya

"What? HAHAHAHAHA! Wait, I cannot understand you" sabi niya

OO nga pala, di pa siya marunong mag tagalog.

"Sorry, I forgot about that. Do you want me to tour you here in Philippines, I promise this is fun" sabi ko sakanya

"Okay, but how can I learn your language if we'll postponed it today?" tanong niya na para bang wala ng bukas

"Calm down! We have many days and months. So what? Are you in?" sabi ko, sa totoo lang rason ko lang to para di muna siya matutong mag tagalog. Mahal na mahal kita Amanda. 

At kaya ko siya gustong i pasyal kasi isang hakbang nato para mapalapit narin ako sakanya. Tadhana sumang ayon ka.

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"Ethan are you okay?" I asked Ethan because he's looking too far and thinking too deep.

"Yeah I'm good. Where do you want the tour to start?"

"Hmmm! What about food trips?" I said 

I was shocked because he look at me directly into my eyes and hold my hand and said "Whatever happens, lagi mong iisipin na mahal na mahal kita kahit may mahal kang iba"

I just ignored what he said and flashed a smile "Let's go?"

And he hold my hands tight that It made me feel safe when I'm with him.

Amanda's POV

Ethan, in this simple ways of making me smile,  maybe I can give you my full trust. He suddenly paused for a while saying "Ride on my back"

I want to reject his offer but maybe this could be the reason of hurting him. I jump at his back and roamed my arms around his neck for me to feel comfortable and safe.

"You ready?" Ethan said while preparing to ran when suddenly a strong splash of wind hit my face.

"Ethan, slow dowwwnnnnn!" I said in an uncontrolled voice. EEEW! gross!

He always made my day a memorable one. 

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*Time Check: 9:00 pm*

"Amanda, do you want to go home now? or wandering around first before we go home?" Ethan asked me

So with that question, I returned a honest answer

"It's like I don't wanna go home anymore. Ethan thank you so much for bringing me here. It really made me happy, so much, I owe you this."

Ethan smiled at me and said "Di mo alam kung gaano mo ko napasaya Amanda, maraming salamat, mahal na mahal kita."

I don't know if what to react or say when suddenly my phone rung.

(Calling... Aiden Swishberg <3)

"Hello Aiden?" 

"Amanda, are you asleep?" Aiden asked

"No, not yet, why?" I said in return

"I just missed you so much!" Aiden said in a sweet voice

"Ohhh! really? hahaha okay" I said sarcastically

"Why do you speak like that? Is there a problem?" he asked

"No no no! Nothing Aiden, I'm just tired you know" I said

"Is that so? Okay, don't stress yourself too much. Love you" he said

"Okay Aiden" I said in response 

"I said I love youuu! Amanda, I love you"

"Okay Aiden, good night. bye"

I ended the call

Gosh! What's happening? I love Aiden so much, but when I spoke to him, I lost my appetite! 

Ethan is a something special to me now. Oh damn! I hate it when I have a crush on someone! But seriously? Over my boyfriend? No way! But what the heck is just happening right now.

Ethan Caleb Cy, why did you captured my heart so fast like nothing happen?

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I think I'm In love <3 

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