Can I Show This Thug Love?

While He's Gone

Rolland's POV

It's been officially three days since Lucky has been gone. Everyday that went by made me miss him even more. I haven't had alot of time to talk to him but I did for the first time yesterday. I found out that he's in Chicago and that he'll be back in five days. Hearing his voice for those few minutes were wonderful; although he sounded irritated and tired. He told me the same thing Ms.Eva did three days ago and that I can't go anywhere.

My days haven't been the best but I have talked to Sanity and she's doing okay, I guess. She has a boyfriend and he's in a gang, a small one. I told her to watch out and things. I'm not really suppose to talk to her and even if I could I don't really want to. She's changed from what I can tell. She might be pregnant again too; but I think that's false.

I haven't talked to Robynn since the day at the park. I want to call him and apologize, but that's not something I usually do. Instead I called my father. He was excited to talk to me and we conversed for an hour. He told me the baby's name and that she's getting big. He will be married in two months and invited me to the wedding. While I had the chance I told him about Lucky and he didn't react the way I had planned. He wished me best and told me to watch out.

I'm in the room I share with my loving boyfriend. I'm laying on his side of the bed. The smell of him makes me miss him more and more; but it's comforting. Ms.Eva is at work and should be home in an hour an a half.

I got up from the bed and grabbed my phone calling Sunny.

"What?"

"Where you at?"

"Home. You gonna stop by?"

"I can't. Can we meet at the Warehouse in forty?"

"Yeah. Bye"

I hung up and got dressed since I took a shower earlier. I had on some black leggings with my black and white MSFTS tank top and some Nikes. I threw my hair in a ponytail and grabbed my phone and walked downstairs. I went into the kitchen grabbing the house and car keys. I locked up and made my way to the car.

I'm driving Ms.Eva's Lexus. Lucky found out I drove his baby and almost had a heart attack. So he had one of his friends come pick it up.

I got in the car and drove down to the Warehouse. There was traffic on the highway so I would probably be late. I called Sunny and told her.

I was still on the highway ten minutes later and I glanced out my window and noticed a guy looking at me. He was cute and all but had nothing on my baby. I looked back at the road but felt as if he was still staring at me; so I rolled up the tented window. I heard him beep a few times and ignored it. Once I got off the high way I was at a red light and text Sunny letting her know I was seven minutes away.

When I put my phone down, I rolled down the window and the same car was next to me. I glanced at ole dude since he was right next to me.

"Yes?"

He smirked, "Are you thicke?"

I scrunched up my eyebrows, "Excuse me?"

"Nah ma, not like that. I mean is that ya last name? Are you Robynn's sister?"

"Who are you?"

"I'm Jaylen's cousin."

I looked up ahead and the light was green I motioned for him to follow me and we went down a block and parked. I got out the car and he did too.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"She's pregnant."

I stood there with my mouth open and then smiled.

"Why you happy?"

I shrugged my shoulders. "Why you telling me?"

"Well I heard he got another girlfriend and has been ignoring my cousins calls. So I thought I would give you the message to send."

"I'm not in good places with him right now; but I will tell him." I was about to walk away.

"Wait!"

I turned around. "Yeah?"

"Can I get your number? Or take you out."

I laughed. "That would be one hell of a family. And I'm sorry I have a man."

He nodded and we went our seperate ways.

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Sunny's POV

I was waiting for Rolland in the Warehouse. She walked in a few minutes later and we sat in the living room.

"How you doing?" I looked at her.

She sighed. "I miss him, a lot."

"You'll be okay. He coming back."

"I know. But I didn't really want to talk about missing him; I wanted to know what's going on."

I stared at her for a moment and I got lost looking in her eyes. She's so beautiful, but I snapped out of it.

"I can't say much, but I can tell you some."

She nodded and I began telling her all that I could. I knew she was listening to everything because she would nod after every sentence or say 'mhmm'. I guess we had been talking for some time because it was now dark outside.

"Thank you so much Sunny!" We stood up and she gave me a hug.

"Yeah, yeah." I was feeling some type of way, about Rolland. Her voice was just... I don't know.

"You okay?"

I looked up at her and took a step towards her. I was shorter then her but not by much. I pushed my lips against hers and I could tell she was shocked. She tried pulling back a few times but I would just pull her closer. She hasn't even allowed me to enter yet, I really wanted to know what she tasted like. I grabbed her ass hard and she gasped and pushed me back and I fell back on the couch.

"Sunny!!" She wiped her lips and stood there awkwardly.

I heard some voices from in the basement and knew that no one seen or heard us all this time. I looked at Rolland and got back up.

"You need me, for now you do. You know you want me, I turn you on." I smirked.

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Rolland's POV

I'm not lesbian or bisexual but I won't lie and say I didn't like the kiss. It caught me off gaurd but it wasn't bad. I looked down at Sunny realizing how beautiful she actually was. She had a nice shape with big almond colored eyes. Her hair was wavy and reached her lower back.

"See? You're looking at me and realizing how much you might actually want me." I looked in her eyes and she was smirking.

I can't even lie and say I wasn't bicurious at the moment, but I loved Lucky.

"Kiss me Rolland. I won't bite."

I looked away and she caught me off gaurd and pushed me on the couch straddling me.

"Tell me you like it." She sucked on my neck and I closed my eyes holding in my moans.

Holy Shit! What am I doing?! I love my man, not Sunny. But it.. Won't hurt.. Right?

I detached her lips from my neck and kissed her. I swirled my tongue around hers and grabbed one of her breasts in my hand, squeezing it. She cupped my face in her hands deepening the kiss. I used my free hand and ran it up and down her thigh as she started grinding on me. I might regret this later.. But for now, I just want it; while he's gone.