Can I Show This Thug Love?

Chase and Leah?

Rolland's POV

Six months Later..

That's when I heard the phone call. That's when it was all too late. My love is gone, never to return back.

I lay in my bed, at my mothers house. Thinking about how my life took a huge turn.. and just to think, if I never went to that party, I wouldn't be in this situation.

So, I found out from the doctors that I was raped. Not only did he beat me, but he raped me. You may wonder, how could I love a man that had beat me, and raped me... But that wasn't him; not the Lucky I knew.

It's just sad how everything played out..I feel so alone, losing two people close to me, in short time notice.

I pushed myself off my bed carefully and walked down the hall.

"Sanity!" I yelled as I walked down to her room. Also, Robynn's old room.

"Yes?" She walked out and smiled at me.

"Why you smiling?" I asked kinda irritated.

She put her hand on my stomach. "I swear you get bigger and bigger each day."

I looked down at my belly. It was big.. But I still have three more months to go.

"Yeah..I've noticed. And are you ready to go?"

She nodded and we walked down the stairs and out the front door to the car.

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Sanity's POV

We pulled up in the school parking lot. I got out first then went to Rolland side to help her.

"Thanks." She said, more irritated than happy.

"You say this everyday.." I closed the door and grabbed her hand. "Just get use to it."

We started walking to the doors. We have no interest in sitting at the yard anymore. Well, Rolland said she didn't, I figured it was because it reminded her of Robynn and Lucky.

When we were inside, we went to her locker so she could grab some of her things.

I sat on a bench while she rambled through things in her locker.

"Thought about a name yet?" I said looking at her.

"Yeah..I was thinking Toni, Leah(Lay-ah) or Faith..what do you think?

"I like Leah.. Because of the L. But have you talked to Chase, and maybe ask him what he thought?

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Rolland's POV

Oh, that's right. I have a really good friend named Chase, he's not my boyfriend but I think we're getting to that stage.

I met him towards the ending month of Lucky's death. He was very comforting and helped me to be stronger. When he found out my story, he didn't leave, or treat me different. And I loved him for that, he treats me like a Queen, and my unborn daughter, a princess. And a good thing about him, he's not in a gang.

"He's leaning towards Toni.. But he has a thing with 'T's." I laughed.

"Oh. But ya know, it's nice to see him supporting you." Sanity stood up.

I closed my locker. "Yeah, it is..he's a keeper."

We walked down the hall to my class.

"He better be."

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OKAY.. I THINK IM JUST DOING ONE LAST CHAPTER TO THIS BOOK.. THEN I WILL START THE NEW BOOK.

To give you guys a little bit about the new book:

~it's going to be Rolland's life after the baby

~there's going to be new characters...and some old ones

~you're going to see a different side to her.. But she's still the same Rolland

And that's it for now :)