Please Remember My Love

Ch. 4: Going Under

(A/N: Hey guys! Omg I know I put this story on hold for like a month? But it doesn't even matter because I'm back! Yes, Kevin and Tamia are back at it again, trust me I missed this story so much but I got so lazy with it, you know?

Anyways since I write long chapters on my One Direction interracial [read that by the way!] I'll write long chapters on here too and they'll be way better writing. More descriptive so yeah haha. Enjoy!

Oh by the way, if you're an One Direction fan and knows that Louis' eyes are blue, just pretend they're green for Kevin's sake! Thank you!)

Kevin:

I hate to say this but he's right, I can't really do much about the situation. But that won't stop me for getting her back to where she belongs, with me.

I look at him while he looks slightly down at me, smirking because he knows he's right.

I growl inwardly, this asshole just keeps pissing me off with his games. I ball my fist up and throw it in his direction but he moves quickly, the lucky son of a bitch.

My fist hit the wall that he's leaning against.

The anger rushing inside me, I don't even feel the pain that should had erupted in my wounded hand.

His smirk deepens and he looks down at me, like he wants me to try him again. Like he's so damn tough and invincible.

I put all my frustration and anger into the most hateful look I could muster to him and step away from him. I turn the hallway to reach the elevator and step on after it dings open.

I press the button for the ground floor since that's where the cafeteria is. I lean against the railing of the elevator and sink down to my ass, legs buried into my chest.

Eyes stinging for the tears to come but I can't let them because I have to be strong in order to do this. I squint my green eyes to get the salty tears to go away but I feel one trickling down my rosy cheek. I wipe the tear away furiously but they just keep coming with memories of her being happy with me, no matter how hard I push them away.

I look up to see the floor I'm on with red eyes, second floor? I push myself up and wipe away the tears before I'm noticed that I was crying. After the elevator dings open and I feel that I'm cool and collected, I step off.

I choke a sob but I don't dare let it out and walk towards the cafeteria. I start to open the double doors to enter the cafeteria but I hear my mother behind me.

"Kevin!" I turn around and she rushes from the entrance of the hospital to hug me tightly. I bury my head into her shoulder like a little kid and she rubs soothing circles into my back.

"Shh baby," she soothes in my ear. "It'll all be okay, she'll be fine," I lean back from the hug but my arms still around her. "No it won't Mom, " my voice cracks and she grabs me again tightly.

"Say it isn't true," her own voice cracking this time and I hear the loss in her voice. I shake my head into her shoulder because she thinks Mia passed away, "No Mom, she haves amnesia," my mom nods slowly.

"She doesn't even remember us ever being together, just me as the best friend who's desperately in love with her!" I shout into my mom's ear with my whole body shaking because now that I've said it out loud, I know it's true.

I slump against her body and she grabs me before I fall to floor but I'm still on my knees. "Oh honey you just have to make her remember, okay?" my mom sniffs, rubbing my hair since my face is buried into her stomach, soaking her expensive black dress.

"It's not that simple, " I cried, looking up at her to see her looking confused. "What d-,"

"I mean that she still thinks she's in a relationship with Brandon and he's going along with it," I sniff and scrunch my face up, feeling another flow of tears coming.

"That sick jackass! Taking advantage of my daughter in law, I should kill him!" I laugh weakly at my mom's sudden outburst but she gives me a scowl.

"Kevin this isn't funny at all, you need to tell her the truth," I shake my head quickly to show I definitely can't do that. "Kevin," her voice stern but I shake my head again, with tears going down my face this time.

"Mom, you don't know what happened!"

"Then tell me Kevin because it's not right for her to go around doodling his name in hearts when it should be yours," she shouts but looks at me with sympathy in her blue eyes.

"Mom, she tried," my voice cracks but I cleared my throat to try again, "She tried to ki ki kil," my body starts to shake and she grabs me off the floor and she rushes me over to a few chairs.

"Oh my sweet baby, I'm so sorry," she hugs me when she sits us down and I cry into her shoulder again. "I shouldn't had pushed you, I'm truly sorry," I feel her shoulders shaking because she feels like crying too but she won't because of me.

"If I tell her the tr tru truth, then she'll ha ha hate me, I ca ca can't de de deal with tha that," I stuttered and she hugs me tighter, "She'll never hate you baby, you need to go up there and fight, okay?"

I nod into her shoulder because I know it's true, you never give up on someone you truly love.

***

I knock on her door since the last time I was here, she was out of it. "Tamia?" I whisper after opening the door since she didn't answer and I see her still sleeping in her bed. I walk over to her with her mouth slightly open and I smile weakly because it reminded me of that night we were in her bed.

I have the urge to kiss her, to just be closer to her. I inch my lips close to her lips and right when it was about to make contact, someone walks in. I jerk away from her and look to see a nurse with a clipboard and her hair tied back.

"Visiting hours are over and also she needs to rest, sir," I nod my head. "Course, I'll just be going," I go towards the door and look back at Mia still sleeping, my angel without her wings.